3 months
November 17, 2008 6:42pm
Been a about 3 months since i last wrote. I've had a lot goin on b/t family & wrk. My partner & i r fixin 2 go 2 court yet agin over …
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About Me
I like to think I'm a good person. I like helping others & feeling needed, My mother would blame it on "my co-dependancy". I'm an animal lover & own 2 cats, a dog, a ball python & a Chilean rose spider. I struggle w/alot of things in life & have a short temper, but no less try 2 find somthing positive in everything.
Interests
I love movies, video & board games, drawing, books, art, music, major love 4 water activities & anything 2 so w/being outside. For some reason I have this HUGE interest in my girlfriend. Haha. I take an interest in pretty much anything....I'm intrigued by almost everything.
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Recent Activity
November 17
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servus replied to BetrayedByLove’s discussion post Inspiration in the midst of darkness in the Lesbian Relationship Challenges support group 6:54pm
That is very Beautiful. Im a Christian & always have been. At first my gf asked why I was different…
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servus wrote a journal entry: 3 months 6:42pm
Been a about 3 months since i last wrote. I've had a lot goin on b/t family & wrk. My partner…
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servus changed their mood to OK 6:42pm
August 10
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Been a long time
August 4, 2008 8:33pm
Hey.....gosh it's been a while. I drop in whenever I can & take a look around...sometimes join in. I haven't written anything in a long …
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race results
April 23, 2008 6:23pm
Well, we weren't the winners of the dragon boat race......but we never expected to be. After all, we were going up against some pros. All …
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Journal Entry for April 18, 2008
April 18, 2008 5:47pm
I AM SO TOTALLY PSYCHED!!! 2morrow is the big dragonboat race! I LOVE being on the water! My first race is at 9:54 in the am & the 2nd is …
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Thanks for adding my group :) i hope we can accomplish great things together :)
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i am glad that you like it and hope that you continue to enjoy it and thank you for the thanks its much appreciated
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lol! right back at ya!
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Hello there darling. Yes it has been a really longtime. I am doing very good actually. How are you doing?
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Hi, Many big hugs for you. StacyDianna
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Support Groups
Close Bisexuality
I used 2 consider myself bi-sexual. My 1st relationship w/another woman started when I was 19. It lasted 4 6yrs. I've had flings w/men, but never a real relationship. I've never really cared if my partner was male or female. I 4get that there are such things & become consumed w/what they are on the inside. Now I fully believe I've found my life partner, who is a woman. I no longer have an interest in any1 else (as a companion) & am happy 2 say I'm making a full conversion 2 lesbian.
Close Coming Out
As far as I can remember I've always liked girls & guys. I've never really paid attention 2 gender. It's not always what's under their clothing that attracts me. I had a relationship w/another woman 4 6 yrs & never told my family. I'm in another female relationship (1 yr in April). My gf gave me the strength 2 come out. It was very hard w/my family. I was thought of as disgusting, brain-washed, on my way 2 hell...etc. It's gotten better since(bout 11 months ago). I hope it only gets better.
Open Anxiety
I've always been a lil anxious at times. Most times I don't exactly know what for. I tend to pace or cook when I'm stressed or nervous. I have slight ocd & when I feel under pressure I drive myself & every1 around me nuts w/it. Now it's taken a toll on me medically. My life is a struggle right now. I find that I'm not so stressed if I can share w/others who can relate.
Open Self-Injury
I've wanted 2 hurt myself 4 as long as I can remeber. As a child if I were made 2 feel stupid or if I lost my temper I would hit myself, punch things til I could c the skin peel from my knuckles, dig my fingernails n2 my skin. I started cutting in highschool & pouring alcohol on 2 the wounds. The burn was almost orgasmic 4 me. A few yrs ago I took up whipping myself. I've always felt that I need 2 b punished.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
My girlfriend & I have been together for 1 yr (April 20th). I love her so much. She gave me strength to come out when I had kept it in for years. We are perfect together....even though she has a few trust issues spawned from past relationships....I can deal & I'm understanding. "Update" I think she is completely trusting of me now. Our relationship is so strong. Hopefully in the near future we can plan a union ceremony. We want to have a baby 2gether. My life is begining 2 make sense.
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