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Journal Entry for April 18, 2008 Mood
Friday, April 18, 2008
 
Cayla   says:
how long do i get you for?
Deb says:
how long do you want me for?
Cayla   says:
forever
Deb says:
are you sure?
Cayla  says:
yes
Deb says:
you know that im mentally insane and emotionally unstable. why the hell do you want me forever?
Cayla  says:
so am i
Cayla  says:
i punch holes in walls
Cayla  says:
we're perfect
Deb says:
 Kiss
Deb says:
i wove you
Cayla says:
well i LOVE you

UPDATED GOALS

control mood

Progress 50%

Encouragements: 1

positivity bout mtself

Progress 45%

Encouragements: 0

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  1. BrightEyes252

    well...i was ALMOST cute.


    BrightEyes252

  2. xXdebXx

    no, you were compleately cute!


    xXdebXx

  3. Shygurl444

    ...............


    Shygurl444

  4. CaylaMarie

    that's right..


    CaylaMarie

CUTTING Mood
Sunday, March 30, 2008

i wanna cut so bad

i hate this

i hate what hapened with cayla

i hate my life

i hate how i cant stay put

i hate how much i love cayla

i hate everything

i do

i want to slit my wrist and watch the blood drip

i want the satisfaction i can be incontrol

i want to hurt on the outside more than i do on the inside

if thats even fucking possible

xx

deb  

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  1. KayteexRockstar

    aww babe. dont feel like that. everything will get better. i love you!!


    KayteexRockstar

  2. MargilG

    i know my word in this wont count much, but plz dont do it.
    dont end your life over one bad day, you have one bad day so who gives a shit?
    you'll have countless good days after it.
    so...ya like i said, my word may mean nothing to you, i dont know you, you dont know me, yet i care about you eather way


    MargilG

My Wife to Be Got My Package =) Mood
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 | A Positive story
my boo cayla elizabeth marie thompson, my fiance and the love of my life got my package i sent her today and all the emothion and happyness i poured into it is casueing my stomach to dance with happyness and i am so happy i could cry of happyness and i AH no words can express how amazeing and rejuvanated i feel!! i want to jump around and hug everyone and kinda am since im in school YES!!! im so fucking happy i omg omfg ahhhh i love you cayla with all my heart and we really needed this and i love you and im glad you got it and i want to hear how you feel about each item that is in there xoxoxoxoxoxo

UPDATED GOALS

control mood

Progress 20%

Encouragements: 1

positivity bout mtself

Progress 70%

Encouragements: 0

find someone

Progress 100%

Encouragements: 3

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Comments

  1. LilyMaid

    hehe isn't love grand?! you sound so cute, so in love! congrats on finding some love in this world!


    LilyMaid


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