Journal Entry for October 7, 2008
October 7, 2008 5:38pm
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What's up??? Bailey was too cute singing to Becca the other night, huh? Did you like the present I sent to her? I thought it would look good in you new house. I was lucky the color is close to what you painted your living room/den. Hope you can use it. Loveya Tessa
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Just stoppin by to wish you a happy 4th. I know I am alittle late but hey better late than never right!
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It is funny my partner and I can't seem to get the alcohol part down right though. Either it is way to much and it is like putting cold water in the bag and calling it good. Or some of them are still freezing solid. We are having fun with them that is for sure. I have ours double bagged though, do you do that also?
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thanks hun. :)
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Close Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I am a happily committed relationship of over ten years. We're well on our way to our eleventh anniversary.
Close Bipolar Disorder
I have been told for decades from people who know me that I'm bipolar. I have been dx as depression and anxiety. I do have days and nights where I stay up all night and am wacky, so I'm curious and that's why I'm joining. I need help in determining if this is actually my illness.
Open Gay Parenting
I am the proud mother of a fine, about to be twenty-one year old son.
Open Anxiety
Anxiety comes and goes at different points throughout my life. I'm curious to meet others who understand what it feels like to be panicky.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- I had my 1st panic when the love of my teenage life broke my tender heart. It worked for me and it was situational and short term. I then abused it for a few months.
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Same as breathwork and meditation comment can be applied here.
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- Breathwork is mental also and sometimes the ability to focus is an issue for me.
- BuSpar Not Working
- BuSpar never worked for my anxiety. I have tried it on three different occasions throughout my adult life.
- Hypnotherapy Not Working
- Whatever is holding me hostage refuses to submit to hypnosis. As much as I try I hold onto the present.
- Lexapro Not Working
- I took for about 8-14 months and I don't think it helped me that much. I ended up switching back to Welbuterin.
- Meditation Not Working
- As of yet, meditation and breathwork are too much of a mental task and I have a wandering mind.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- At times positive thinking is easier than others. The challenge for me is the ability to remember that like attracts like.
- Valium Not Working
- Valium has not worked for me as well as xanax has for my anxiety.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- The only med that works for me. Again, my anxiety comes and goes, so there are long periods of times when I don't take the med. And I guess to some degree there was a time when I abused the drug also, but for quite a while now I only use med when/how it is prescribed.
Open Other Eye Problems
Type: OtherI am a forty-two year old woman who has lost the color on my eyes since age twentyish. Do you know how older people's eyes tend to loose their color, well that's happening to me. It is the outside ring of the color part of your eye. I'm not sure of what the name of that part of your eye is called.
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