staceyc's Journal

well, tomorrow is the big day. i'm going to court for our first divorce hearing. i am really sad, i'm feeling like it's the beginning of the end. my marriage is getting closer to being legally over. my family that i adore will be different than i ever thought it would be, thanks to this horrible sex addiction. i miss the man who was the love of my life. i am so ready for this week to be over. tomorrow is court, then thursday, my daughter has a play at her school for her grade. i'll have to see him and his family there too. ugh. they never came to any of her other plays, recitals, etc. suddenly they are the proud grandparents, i don't think so. i hope my daughter is doing okay. she says she is, but i wonder if she just doesn't want me to worry and she is really hurting. she's so sensitive. people say she's an old soul. thank you Lord for my precious children. really, as long as i have them, i will be blessed.