Dave doesn't seem like he likes …
Dave doesn't seem like he likes me anymore. When I cal he doesn't answer. It really pisses me off. I told him we needed …
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The night before my last journal entry I texted him and told him that I didn't wanna see him anymore because I felt like I needed to clear my head (and that I felt like he kept giving me mixed signals, but I didn't tell him that part). He would act all into me and then not act into me. But the following day, I regretted telling him that and text him to apologize and that the real reason why I didn't wanna see him anymore was because I was afraid to get hurt. He texted me back and told me not to be sorry and that I said what I needed to say. He also said that we both are confused and that we needed to chill out before someone gets hurt. He then wished me good luck and a farewell. I texted him back goodbye.
Damn it! I feel like I ruined everything with this guy! I felt like I had a chance to be with a quality guy and I blew it! For a whole year I've been talking to guys and dating and I finally found someone that I am sooo compatible with and now I blew it by getting too intimate with him. But sometimes, I wonder if it really was too soon to be intimate. I'm always debating on that. It felt so right with him. Everything flowed well, but somewhere along the line, I don't know what happened. Gosh, does that mean I have to wait another year before finding someone who matches me? I mean, I like my life right now, but I'm just heartbroken from this. I'm wondering how he feels. If I even mean anything to him. I wonder what he's thinking right now. It's like I'm still hoping and praying that we can have another chance. I really wanted something with this guy. He never did me wrong so I know that he was a good catch. I'm seriously lost. I hate to admit that. It's been 3 days since I've heard from him....and I feel like hell!!
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The intimacy stuff wouldn't be the reason it wouldnt work. Don't blame yourself for that. If hes that type of guy that intimacy makes him back off then he is not the right guy. Being intimate should make you closer to him. If it doesnt then he isnt the right one for you..and someone who cant make up their mind with the direction they want to go (in his case being standoffish at one minute and mixed signals) then its his loss not yours because he doesnt seem ready and that is not your fault at all.
tannkgirl
I can see you wanted this to work, however the fact that it hasn't means that in the short time going out, more hurt would have followed. What you've learned is that there are qualities within him that you would like to have in a relationship, he clearly took the opportunty to walk away from this relationship, maybe doing it in a way to not hurt you or feel guilty about it. Take time to keep all other things in order, as for the intimacy issue wait until you find someone who will love you back with the same commitment. Stay in prayer, give thanks for all that which you've gotten that is good, I ask and pray to Our Lord that He comfort your heart and guide you to better pastures, in His Holy Name I pray, Jesus, Amen!
jvega