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I'm happy and sad at the same time. My boyfriend and I had a long talk and decided that i should move out for while. He says he still loves me very much and wants to be with me for the rest of his life, but we rushed things too much initially. I agree, I have felt like that for a long time but did'nt want to say anything. It was my idea to moveout and just see each other on the weeknds, until I straighten my life out. We wre both crying, he said i can comehere and stay anytime i want i will still have my key, we just both need our time and space. We have been fighting so much lately, we couldnt stand to be around each other. we want to save our relationship so i hope so much this helps. Its going to be so hard because we are so used to being iwth each other everyday, But its for the best. Thats what i keep telling myself anyways.
I'm so excited. My baby will be two tomorrow..He's growing up so fast. When you ask him how old he will be he holds up 3 fingers and says three!! He's so cute. Thats all.
I had to punish my son yesterday. i odnt know what else to do he's tearing the house apart. I feel so horrible, but I feel like if i let him off he will continue to walk all over me. I've tried talking him, I'm trying to undrstand what is going through his mind but I don't I'm really losing my patience with him and i dont know what to do. I cant talk to anybody else about it because my family says I dont love him as much as my other two because he has a different father. But thats not true at all I love that baby with all my heart. I would lay down and die for him.
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I am having the same problem with my middle son, the other two have their moments but he is usually the instigator of it all. I couldn't imagine how it would feel to have somone tell me that I don't love my oldest son as much as my other two, just because he has a different father (which he does by the way). You know how you feel, so I would just ignore comments like those!
LissaC