This binging and purging is getting …
This binging and purging is getting out of control. I hate myself everytime I do it. I'm so discusted …
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i havent written here in a long time.. not that anyone actually bothers reading my thingy lol.. but il still write here anyways.. FINALLY STARTED LEAVING MY HOUSE!! GO ME!!.. im going to rehab in a month.. i actually cant wait.. new chance and all that stuff.. for the time being iv managed to keep the physical side of things off my back.. no purging or starving.. a lil binging but thats allowed lol.. however iv been spending most of my time drinking(unusual for me) and of course being stoned off my face.. i will miss my drugs:(lol.. but temprarily giving them up really cant hurt.. im an emotional wreck however.. feeling pretty stable today though which is always good.. im usually up or down and nowhere in between these days.. i guess im on a roll today:).. im quite self obsessed these days also.. to the point im nearly pissing myself off.. all in all im not exactly doing amazing ..but a hell of alot better than usual.. gotta start somewhere i guess..
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