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not doing good worried sick about my girlfriend.I feel so helpless for her.like i can not do anything right for her.we …
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well i don't know if this will be my last entry.I have not had any luck on my suport group and i was really hopeing i would.plus people on my friends list hardly ever talk to me.Well i have a wounderful girlfriend that i will be marring on december 24 of this year.well i just don't feel like people want to talk to me.I thought i was a people person but i guess i was wrong.I just want to kill myself right about now.I don't want to live anymore.I have two things in my life that i love dearly first my daughter and then my girlfriend.I feel like a looser like a nobody you know.I can bet that nobody will read this.I am a nothing to everybody.my girlfriend tells me she loves me and that i need to be here for my daughter.Don't get me wrong i love my girlfriend with all my heart and soul.I am depressed tonight.why can't i just die.you all take care.
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i am sorry my friends for just wanting to die and give up on life
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Don't be sorry for your feelings EVER! Your feelings are important and they matter to ME as well as your girlfriend and your daughter. I too want to die, I long for my home that isn't here on earth, my spirit knows this..I suffer and I hurt in my body so much every day, that it's difficult to want to go on, especially alone. I have 2 out of 3 beautiful children that have nothing to do with me. I have only 1 son who wished me Happy Mothers Day and spends time with me. I have a daughter in law who used to love me more than her own mother, we were so close, but she has mental struggles and has been wickedly evil toward me so I dont' get to see my 3 awesome grandchildren ever. I only shared a portion of why I would like to die too rather than live but it isn't our choice. What we are is just angry because we don't know how to connect with others,,we don't know how to find them, where are they, the ones who are supposed to understand and care. Well here I am dammit and if you check out and leave me behind, that will be all good for you but hell for me that my friend that I needed to be there FOR ME left me here, abandoning me, like my own family members have done. I think we need to talk more. I think I can help you and you can help me. What do you say? Let me know. I go to PT at 1 pm today. I always look forward to it. I want to get better so bad I'm willing to try anything. I've been fighting this battle in my body now for 13 long agonizing years. It's taking a toll on my face, look at me, you can tell. I used to be sooo beautiful in my face. Now the pain is showing signs,,,weariness shows, my eyes get puffy and red because I used medicinal marijuana to help with the pain. It's an incredible part of my treatment plan that my Dr is well aware and supportive of. Hardly anyone knows that about me except my family members. So you see, I already trust you to share that with you. Now you share something with me that is really really bothering you, eating you at your core, ok? I'll be anxiously waiting to hear what you have to say. Take it easy.
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