Journal Entry for March 1, 2008
March 1, 2008 11:35am
well i figured id give you all an update an how things went on wensday the 27th. Niko and i met in the caff at school and began walking to a nearby …
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About Me
hi, im Sabith and im 17 years old. i can speack english, french and am learning japanese. i live with my mom, dad, and younger brother, and all our pets. I love to write. i write anything frome poems to sonnets to stories to monolouges, anything and everything really. nothing calms me quite like writing does. i love to read almost as much as i love to write. i read fantasy, horror, anything really. its nice to be able to have nothing to think about apart from the characters and their problems, instead of mine. i absolutly adore music, but i dont have a favorite band or type of music. when i finish school im planning to go to japan to teach english for a few years, after that im hoping to become a counsolor who deals with teens who come from physically and/or verblay abusive homes, id also like to work with teens that are dealing with depression and other social problems. i love working with children and i would really like to be a teacher for the younger grades but the consoler job is my first priority. it is my dream to become an author, writing is something i will never give up, even if im the only one who ever reads my stories. i also have a non verbal learning dissability, something that only 3% of the world suffars from. its hard to get help from teachers if i need it because they dont understand how to go about explaining things like math in a way that makes more sence to me. but im an extreemley independent person so i tend to hide the 'dissability' and figure things out on my own. the NLP supposedly means that i have troubble with reading comprehention among other things, but that is not true in my case, i have more troubble wiith things like math and spelling. i excell verbaly, as it is my strength. when i was diagnosed with the NLP in the third grade the tests showed that i had the verbal IQ of a college student, but that some other areas were a bit behind.
Interests
Writing Reading Learning and speaking other languages animals music anime manga ffvii
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Journal Entry for February 25, 2008
February 25, 2008 9:42pm
well i must say that im having an amazing day. i spent most of it with my favorite person in the world, and have plans to ask her out on the 27th (27 …
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Journal Entry for February 19, 2008
February 19, 2008 12:44am
today the 18th was my best friends birthday. well she is closer to me then a best friend to be honnest. i went to dinner with her and her family …
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
February 15, 2008 5:03pm
hey everyone, i dont have very long to talk at the moment but i figured id post a journal to explain where i have been for the last month or so... my …
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Journal Entry for December 10, 2007
December 10, 2007 2:07am
hey there everyone, its been about two weeks since ive realy been on here but it feels live forever. on thursday of this past week i said good bye to …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni am 17 years old and was recently diagnosed with Clinical depression. i have been struggleing with the symptoms for years but never thought it was worth mentioning. then it started seriously effecting my eating patterns to the point where i would eat only every every other day and even then only one small meal.
Close Depression - Teen
i am 17 years old and was recently diagnosed with Clinical depression. i have been struggleing with the symptoms for years but never thought it was worth mentioning. then it started seriously effecting my eating patterns to the point where i would eat only every every other day and even then only one small meal.
Treatments
Open Insomnia
I have insomnia caused by my depression. the depression medication is suposed to help so i guess we'll just have to wait and see if it does...
Open Obesity
I have been big all my life. it runs in my dads family (all the women in his family are overweight). i have tried a million and one things including diet pills and patches to help me but nothing works
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Not Working
Open Bereavement - Teens
im 17 years old and have lost seven people that i love. the most recent was a very close aunt that i hadent spoken to in a while. they called me to one day to tell me she was dying, within the next three days. i hadent even knone she was sick. she had a stroke before i got there and couldent talk or comprehend anything. i was holding her arm when she died three days later. i constantly feel guilty for all the things i never told her...
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- i just try not to think about it
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Time Somewhat Helpful
Open Anemia
Type: Iron Deficiency Anemiai have been dealing with this dissorder off and on for about a year or so. its set of by other problems and is gone at the moment but its likely ill go back into remission
Treatments
- Iron Working / Worked
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
Sabith hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Eating Disorders
my doctor didnt tell me what kind it is, but it can be best described as anorexia, with some bulimic tendencies. im curently waiting to be sent to a treatment hospital
Open High School Stress
Sabith hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relativei have lost seven loved ones during my life. the most recent died in 2005 from colon cancer. i still have a hard time with it sometimes...
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- i hate to cry and will do anything to avoid it, but there are times when im helpless to stop it and it makes me feel better to some degree
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- i read and write to distract myself from everything, not just the deaths
- Music Working / Worked
- music always helps me feel conected with the world, i offten feel compleetly isolated from the world and alone and when i listin to certain songs that i can relate too it helps ease that a bit
- Pets Working / Worked
- i love animals and my pets, espechaly my cat, dog, snake and hampter help me feel better
- Poetry Working / Worked
- i love to write, everything from quotes to poems to stories, everything. it helps me get away from life...
- Reading Working / Worked
- like i said b4, i read to escape reality
- Remembering Working / Worked
- i never want to forget them, it hurts to remember them sometimes but its nice at the same time... its the only way ill ever see them again after all...
- Time Somewhat Helpful
Open Family Issues
i dont know if i should be here. i hate my father most of the time and it makes me feel so guilty. he was never around when i was a kid and constantly yells at my brother and i. he makes fun of us and tells us were not good enough and is an addict. im terified of my dad.
Treatments
Open Self-Injury
i dont know if this counts as SI. i bite and rip the skin off my lips till they bleed, i dig my fingernails into my palms and finger tips, i bite and rip the skind around my finger nails till its too sore and blody to touch...
Open Teen Anxiety
i think my anxiety is brought on by my depression, and my nonexistant self worth
Open Bisexuality
I don't belive that a person falls in love with annother's gender, i belive that you fall in love with who they are, wether they are your gender or not.
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