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Journal Entry for October 8, 2008 Mood
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
HI THERE EVERYONE.I AM A BIT DOWN TODAY.I FOUND OUT THAT THE INSURANCE WE HAVE WILL BE DISCONTINUED AS OF MARCH 1ST NEXT YEAR.THAT WOULD NOT BOTHER ME TO BAD NORMALLY,BUT I WILL HAVE TO FIND A NEW DOCTOR IN THE TAIL END OF MY PREGNANCY AND HAVE TO START ALL OVER WITH A NEW HOSPITAL.I JUST HOPE ITS A GOOD DOCTOR THAT I GET AND I CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE SAYING TO ME.I REALLY DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE THERE ARE ONLY 4 LISTED IN THE BOOK THEY GAVE ME YESTERDAY THAT ARE IN SACRAMENTO AND SPECIALIZE IN DIABETIC PREGNANCIES.I AM STRESSING ABOUT IT AND I AM TRYING NOT TO DO IT.I HAVE KIASER RIGHT NOW THROUGH THE UNION THAT MY HUBBY WORKS FOR,BUT THEY HAVE RAISED THEIR RATES AND THEY NO LONGER FEEL THEY CAN CARRY KIASER FOR THE MEMBERS.NOW WE ARE BEING CHANGED TO BLUE CROSS.I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM GOING TO DO.THEY ARE TRYING TO GET US TO CHANGE BEFORE THE MARCH DEADLINE.SO I AM TRYING TO SEE MY DOCTOR FOR MY 20 WEEK ULTRASOUND AND THEN I WILL BE TRYING TO FIND A NEW ONE.SO MUCH FUN.AND I ALSO FOUND OUT THAT MY MOTHER HAD ANOTHER STROKE LAST WEEKEND AND IS REALLY HAVEING A HARD TIME WITH HER MEMORY THIS TIME.SHE DOES NOT EVEN REMEMBER THAT I WAS PREGNANT.AND SHE SAID THAT SHE THINKS ITS A GIRL.I HAVE A GUT FEELING THAT SHE IS RIGHT BECAUSE I THINK IT IS TOO.ANYWAYS MY DAD TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD  BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 6 HOURS SATURDAY FOR THEM TO SAY SHE HAD A STROKE AGAIN.THIS MAKES NUMBER 4.I FEEL LIKE I AM LOSEING MY MOTHER.I KNOW HER HEALTH IS BAD AND SHE IS GETTING WORSE IT SEEMS EVERYDAY.IT MAKES ME SAD BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT THE DAY WILL COME THAT SHE WILL NOT BE AROUND.I WAS JUST HOPEING SHE WOULD BE OKAY FOR AWHILE LONGER,BUT IT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THATS GONNA HAPPEN.
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  1. Hope_From_NY

    So sorry about your troubles, your are in my prayers.


    Hope_From_NY

  2. ThePhotog

    Oh my! You really have your hands full! Please try not to stress. Think about your baby and that he/she needs a peaceful environment. Try to think of how great it will be when you can finally hold your baby. No matter what hospital you have to go to or what doctor you get...the end result will be that you have healthy baby in your arms to take home and love.

    Well wishes for you!!!


    ThePhotog

Journal Entry for October 6, 2008 Mood
Monday, October 6, 2008
HI GUYS! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS ON MY JOURNAL.THIS IS IN REGAURD TO THE COMMENTS.....MY BS DROP BECAUSE I AM NOT EATTING ENOUGH PROTEIN WITH MY MEALS OR SNACKS.AT LEAST THATS WHAT THE NURSE SAID.SO WHEN I GET THAT LOW SHE TOLD ME TO EAT MORE PROTEIN THEN CARBS.I HAVE TO EAT ENOUGH OF THOSE TOO BUT THE PROTEIN IS MORE IMPORTANT FOR ME AT THIS POINT.I AM SCARED THAT I WILL GAIN A TON OF WEIGHT BECAUSE I HAVE TO EAT ALOT MORE TIMES A DAY THEN I AM USED TO.BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT IF I EAT RIGHT I SHOULD BE OKAY,AND NOT GAIN TOO MUCH.I AM NOW PAST THE THREE MONTH MARK AND ONLY GAINED 2-1/2 POUNDS.IF I ONLY GAIN THAT MUCH EVERY THREEE MONTHS I WILL BE DOING GOOD.THEY ONLY WANT ME TO GAIN UP TO 12 POUNDS.WITH MY LAST BABY I GAINED 19 AND ONLY LOST 8 POUNDS AFTER THE BABY.NOW I AM BACK IN THE SAME BOAT.I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO GAIN ALOT BECAUSE ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO LOSE IT LATER.OH WELL.GOTTA BE OKAY FOR THE BABY.THATS ONE OF THE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS FOR ME RIGHT NOW IS BEING HEALTHY FOR ME AND BABY.YES THE PBJ SANDWICH IS GOOD FOR ME TOO,BUT I CAN NOT DRINK THE JUICE WHILE I AM PREGNANT.THEY SAID IT WOULD RAISE MY BS TOO FAST AND THEY DO NOT WANT HAT TO HAPPEN.
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  1. kellygrn

    Met-RX has 30+ grams of protein. It taste good too.


    kellygrn

  2. LIZZY100

    OKAY CALL ME DUMB BUT WHAT IS THAT?I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF IT.AND WOULD IT BE SAFE FOR THE BABY?


    LIZZY100

Journal Entry for October 3, 2008 Mood
Friday, October 3, 2008
I AM ON HERE FOR AWHILE TODAY,AND WANTED TO UPDATE EVERYONE ON WHATS BEEN GOING ON.WELL TO BEGIN WITH MY BS ARE DOWN WHERE THEY NEED TO BE,UNDER 150 AFTER EATTING AND BELOW 95 FASTING.I AM DOING MUCH BETTER IN THE NIGHTS WITH NOT GETTING REAL LOW.I HAD ONE NIGHT THIS WEEK THAT I HIT 50 AND HAD A HARD TIME GETTING IT TO COME UP ABOVE 70.I JUST KEPT EATTING STUFF UNTIL IT CAME UP TO 99.I ENDED UP EATTING A HALF SANDWICH WITH TURKEY,FOUR P-NUT BUTTER CRACKERS,ONE RICE PUDDING(SUGAR FREE)AND A HALF GLASS OF MILK.THEY STILL WERE LOW AT BREAKFAST BUT THEY WERE SAFE AT LEAST AT 77.I ATE MY TWO EGGS AND TWO SLICES OF WHEAT TOAST AND BROUGHT THEM UP TO 115.SO I AM LEARNING TO DEAL WITH ALL THE CHANGES SLOWLY.ITS SUPPOSSED TO RAIN TODAY UNTIL SUNDAY.I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE RAIN,MY YARD NEEDS WATERED,ITS ALL BROWN.ANYWAYS I NEED TO GO FOR NOW.I WILL UPDATE YOU MORE LATER.

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  1. jaks

    It sounds like you have a handle on it!! Good for you!! What causes your BS to go down? I understand how it can be high because my mother is diabetic and hers is NEVER low. Is that because of the pregnancy??


    jaks

  2. daddy2x

    I guess people's bodies react different, but when I worked in the jail, we had an inmate there that it seemed almost every night his bs would drop very low. The jail nurse always had us give him a peanut butter sandwich and a cup of orange juice. It would always bring him back to where he needed to be. Mine stay high all of the time.


    daddy2x

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