rmoodyturtle's Journal

So we got our eviction notice yesterday.  We have to go to court on the 21st.  Hopefully we can get it paid before then and not have to worry about it.  James has to call again as his check still has not here.  I don't know why these things keep happening to us.  He's been going to interviews this week and hopefully by next week we will be on to the next job.  And maybe this one will last and not screw us over.  We'll see.  Jaxon has his two week check up tomorrow.  I can't believe he's that old already   We have gone through a ton of diapers since we've been home and with our financial situation I'm thinking about looking into cloth diapers.  We'll see.  If we don't get money soon we're not going to have a choice as we only have one package left and he goes through half a one a day.  Other than that, still adjusting to having all the animals and the baby.  It's a little overwhelming to have to divid attention that many ways.  It would be nice if we had a bigger place, but hopefully we can get there soon.  I'm really hoping that I don't have to work.  We'll see.  I'll let you all know what happens.  Anyway, back to baby now.  Talk to you later.

Well, James' mom is going to help us out with our rent this month.  So that will take that stress away.  My new stress though is that I'm still struggling with her smoking in their doorway and not wanting Jaxon around it.  I don't really feel like I have James' support on the subject.  I kinda feel like he thinks we aren't up there very often so it shouldn't be a big deal.  I understand that he's not around it every day, but I just don't want him to be around it at all.  I mean I turn the vents off in the car when we go by someone smoking so that it wont come in the car.  I don't know how to say it to her without her getting offended, but then I don't feel like someone should be offended by the fact that I don't want our son breathing in cigarette smoke.  It's a real screwed up situation.  But I have to be a mom first and that means I have to find a solution that protects him.  On a completely different subject...I don't know if it's because we didn't know if our baby was a boy or girl until the birth or what but it's been really weird for me to call Jaxon by his name.  I'm fine calling him baby boy and all, but his names just seems awkward to say sometimes.  So from your guys' oppinions...does his name suit him?  I don't know...I'm looking at him now and I don't see his name being something else, I guess it's probably the not knowing thing.  Anyway, I just had to say it...maybe it will seem less weird now.  I'll talk to you all later and thanks as always for your replies.