whisper91's Journal

woah!! this year flew by. i can hardly believe it!! Im a basically a Junior now because the seniors are gone and the juniors already claimed senior privileges so that means i can call myself a Junior now =] Im not sure if I like it though because it means that im older and have more responsibilities and not only that but it also means that Its Santos' Senior year [class '09] which means he will be graduating and i dont know if i will ever see him again. why is that when i fall for someone i fall so hard? i think im falling in love with him.......not good because i can never get up the courage to say it. and i hate it that its the end of the year and i am barely talking with him even thought he has been in my chemistry class all year!!! I hate myself!!!! How could i fall for him? why now?? i had a crush on him before but i hadnt thought of it since then.

well changing the subject my baby niece Jocelyn was born on May 22nd 2008 she was 6lbs 14 oz 19 in. shes beautiful!!! I want a baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not now of course! Maybe in about 5 or 6 years!!! My sisters bday is tomorrow so we are probably throwing her a party. I seriously cant wait until i have kids.....i love them sooooooo much!!!!!

another thing thats been going on is that ill probably get my license soon [finally!!!] and i got my hopes on getting the call from the job i applied for. and ill be leaving to USF in a few weeks. im nervous but really really excited too!!!!