WHY IS IT THAT WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS FALLING FOR YOU? HOW COME NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, YOU STILL END UP HURTING SOMEONE? WHY CANT LOVE BE SIMPLE? I WISH THAT GOD HAD ONLY MADE LOVE SO THAT YOU WOULDNT FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WITHOUT THEM LOVING YOU BACK. WHY IS LOVE COMPLICATED? WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT HIM? HOW COME I AM HURTING JUAN SO MUCH BY LOVING SANTOS? WHY DID THERE HAVE TO BE SO MANY GUYS IN MY LIFE? A YEAR AGO EVERYTHING WAS FINE AND I WOULD ALWAYS COMPLAIN ABOUT NO GUYS WANTING TO GO OUT WITH ME AND THEN SUDDENLY THIS YEAR I GOT EVERYTHING I EVER WISHED FOR RIGHT? ONLY I DIDNT EXPECT IT TO BE LIKE THIS....I DIDNT WANT TO HAVE 3 DIFFERENT GUYS, NICE GUYS THAT I DIDNT KNOW EXISTED . THERES MY FRIEND SANTOS (WHO I CARE ABOUT) MY FRIEND JUAN (WHO SAYS HE LOVES ME) AND VICTOR (WHO ALSO CARES ABOUT ME). NO MATTER WHAT I DO IM GOING TO END UP HURTING ONE OR ALL OF THEM. WHY AM I SOOOOOOO CONFUSED!?!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY DID LOVE COME SO SUDDENLY AND UNEXPECTEDLY? WHY DID I EVER COMPLAIN LAST YEAR WHEN I FELT LONELY ABOUT NOT HAVING A BOYFRIEND? I WANT TO BE HAPPY BUT MY HAPPINESS IS GOING TO LEAD TO SOMEONE ELES SADNESS AND MY HEART BREAKS AT THE THOUGHT OF THAT...... I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO!!!! I FEEL HOPELESS!!!! HOW DO YOU TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU DONT LOVE THEM THE WAY THEY LOVE YOU? AND HOW DO YOU TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE THEM AND HOPE THAT THEY LOVE YOU BACK? HOW DO YOU TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU CARE ABOUT THEM BUT IT WOULD NEVER WORK? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY NOW??? AT THIS MOMENT??? WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME??????? DID I DO SOMETHING TO DESERVE THIS??? WHO DO I TURN TO NOW?? I THINK I MAY LOVE SANTOS, BUT THEN I GET BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH WHEN I SEE VICTOR AND WHAT ABOUT JUAN EITHER WAY IM GOING TO END UP HURTING HIM BECAUSE I DONT LOVE HIM THE WAY HE LOVES ME.....I NEED A HEART AND BRAIN TRANSPLANT BECAUSE I CANT HELP HOW I FEEL AND THERES ALL THOSE THOUGHTS I CANT GET OUT OF MY HEAD. IS THERE GOING TO BE A TIME WHEN I CAN JUST BREATHE, CALMLY AND BE HAPPY WITHOUT FEELING BAD ABOUT BEING HAPPY??