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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 | A Sad story

Ok so today is Day 1 of Emily's trip to Mexico for 10 days. She left this morning and I've been lonely ever since. I have a very large feeling that this is going to be the longest 10 days of my life. I miss her already! I'm just a little worried, just a little. I have a number of thoughts going through my head : "what if she meets someone", "what if she realizes she doesn't want to be with me and found someone better (if possible)", what if she has too much to drink and something happens, with or without her consent", "what if her plane crashes, I'll never know if it does", "what if..." "what if..." If all what ifs and I don't like it. But I TRUST Emily and I BELIEVE her. she'll comes back to me, I know she will. And she won't meet anyone cause there's no one better than me. :P. So yeah, here's day 1 and I don't know how I'm doing. The next 10 days are going to be LOOOONG. But after she gets back it'll only be 13 days and I'll get to see her and hold her again. Fuck I cannot wait. I miss her so much right now. I really want to be in Colorado right now or well Mexico. I miss her. Well there's day 1, only 9 more to go.

 

I MISS YOU EMILY! I LOVE YOU!

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  1. coyotebright

    there IS nobody better than you. and i´m not having more than one drink a day specifically so there is NO risk of that happening. it wouldn´t even if i was drunk baby. i´m yours. i love you.


    coyotebright

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