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Sometimes... I will lay in my bed and think "what if?.." have you ever just been so zoned out that you thought of …
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Right so I just lost my best friend. The guy who was suppose to be the best man at my wedding this summer. Yeah he's gone. All for a girl. And you know as I was telling him this and trying to get him to see how hurt I am and how fucking defeated I am he just stood there with this look on his face that said I could care the fuck less. OUCH. So yeah Cody is gone. My life line here is gone. My best friend is gone. I'll be lucky if I survive the next 2 months...I don't know if I will...hanging by a thread here. And Emily at this point could care less. Fucking girls! This is why I didn't want to get involved with anyone! This is why for the longest time I wanted to be a single girl for the rest of my life! Now I don't even know anymore.
I don't know what to do.
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a-greed, it can get a bit complicated. i'm sorry your mood is down and right about now is where I usually provide amazing words to ease the pain but i seem to be lacking in that department lately. just know that people do care, even when you think they don't. I know it's hard to breathe and look forward to the next day but taking that next step is the key. and by next step, i just mean to get through your day. *hugs*
misspriss
also, what happened must have been uber harsh so you have every right to be upset.
misspriss
how could you say i don't care?????
coyotebright
OMG! i am so sorry! I cant tell you that cliche "i know how you feel" cuz i dont! But im here for you! You and I are almost exactly the same! I am in colledge right now getting my Master's in Forensic Social Work! My dream! I was engaged at age 17 also, but she was raped and now she is gone. :-( so in a way, I was once in the same boat. But I am engaged again and temporarily happy. If you ever need another person to tell ur story to, Im here!
?Hanna
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