Sorrow- Box Car Racer
December 4, 2008 12:43am
because i need you more than you need me because i want you more i know because we move too fucking fast i think i really had to wish to make this …
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KDraider16
is feeling Good
Is calm and healing quiet well thus far.
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About Me
I'm KD and I'm a 18 year old openly lesbian (I love it!!!) girl that's attending Colorado Mountain College in Glenwood Springs, CO. I graduated from high school in June and I plan to go on to college and major in Information Technology. I really want to be a detective that works in either Special Victims, NY State BCI (Bureau of Criminal Investigation) or Hate Crimes. And if I ever can move up, I really want to be a Federal Marshall or be an agent in the DEA (Drug Enforcement Administration). (Big dream there but I'm sure I'll make it =P ).
Interests
BASEBALL. Huge NY YANKEE fan. Law and Order: Special Victims Unit. Mariska Hargitay is my personal idol, love her as Det. Olivia Benson. Law Enforcement. Computers. Volunteering for work around my community. I work as a counselor at a private summer camp for kids, as well at a junior computer tech in my school's technology office. I love working with kids. I love to camp, hike, mountain bike, rock climb, fly air planes, kayak, fish, etc. And whatever else is cool.
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Monday
December 2, 2008 12:48am
Today was ok. Got locked out of my room and found out that my class was cancelled so I was stuck for an hour and a half outside my room. So I went …
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Day After...
December 1, 2008 2:17am
So today I woke up around 12:00 to bring my roommate down to the bust stop. On my way I got a message from my voicemail saying I had one unlistened …
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Black Friday
November 29, 2008 12:36am
So my thanksgiving went some what well. I watched Alien vs. Preditor last night after dinner whith a bunch of people. didn't get to sleep until …
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lol No offense taken! I understand what you meant! I hope your day is going a little better! xoxoxox
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Ray of Sunshine
Here is a little sunshine for ya! I hope you have a happy thanksgiving! xoxox
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Happy Thanksgiving!
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Support Groups
Close Gay & Lesbian Teens
I came to terms with being a Lesbian when I was 16, I felt attracted to women for a long while before that but stupidly denied it. I'm 17 now and surrounded by lots of lesbian, bisexual and straight friends but I'm ready to meet new people. I have a lot of support from my friends, and not so much my family. I'm happy being a lesbian and I feel really content in life after I realized it.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Works. I love music.
Close Rape
When I was 10 I was held against my will at knife point by two people I thought were friends, they raped me repeatedly and made me do unspeakable things. I'm 17 now and I liked to say that I'm over it but only a little, I'm still dealing with some things
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- I was in counseling for a little over a year before I was taken out, I plan to go back to counseling come the beginning of the school year. I believe it really helps.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I talk to a few select people and I find that it helps a lot to just get what your feeling out and not have it eat away at you from the inside.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Was in a relationship with an amazing woman but she broke m heart and left me. Now I'm alone. I want to fix things. She says she does but her actions display the opposite. I've finally given up.
Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
Recently diagnosed...as in about a month ago. Doing the six meals and testing the sugar with a meter thing. My goal is to get it under control so I can gain a little more weight and feel better.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused by a friend's older brother when I was 8. Thinking back on it, it wasd very scary and I feel...dirty and degraded. So yeah.
Treatments
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTried to commit suicide on Tuesday October 21, 2008 after my girlfriend of 13 months broke up with me. Swallowed between 15-20 Tylenol, elevated my Toxin levels to 150, spent 2 days in the ICU, and in the end was diagnosed with Depression. Didn't really intend to kill myself at the moment but anything was better than feeling how I did at the time. I'm ready to heal and move on. Hoping to get some support cause I need it.
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- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- I'm really trying! It's hard tho, but I think I can do this.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Just started and on mandatory 4 sessions in order to remain on my College campus.
- Support from Friends & Family Too Soon to Tell
- I have a roommate and some friends that are my saving grace right now, I don't know what I would do without them. Especially on days in which things are really complicated between me and my ex-partner.
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- I'm starting to do that, too soon.
Open Depression - Teen
Tried to commit suicide on Tuesday October 21, 2008 after my girlfriend of 13 months broke up with me. Swallowed between 15-20 Tylenol, elevated my Toxicity levels to 150 (deadly to the liver) and spent 2 days in the ICU on detox. Didn't really intend to die just wanted to feel anything but what I was feeling at the time. i'm ready o heal and move on now.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- It works when I do it, haven't do it in a while. My girlfriend says she's going to get me back in to it. I'm sure we'll be doing something together but it won't be meditating....
- Music Working / Worked
- I like listening to music...but now its all love songs! This is what happens when you fall in love! You become all sappy and cute and urgh HAPPY! YAY! I like being happy!
- Talking Working / Worked
- I talk a lot...and non stop sometimes
- Writing Working / Worked
- I like to write occasionally...I don't do it too much anymore...I'm too busy with my girlfriend.
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