How did I get to this point?
How did I get to this point?
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I am 21 and a college student majoring in poli sci and i hope to go to law school. i luv cars and going out w/ friends and having a good time...i believe in a life balance a little bit of fun and play, work, studies and family time. I am a binge eater self diagnosed and i am also depressed also self diagnosed and i am sure both are related--(i am not a fan of doctors, but from what i have researched i have all the symptoms) while it is hard not to let the disorder control my life i am doing the best i can to maintain my weight and hopefully lose weight.---my life is a series of ill-fated choices--lol--and my biggest downfall is i stay w/ these decisions too long and i don't get out when i should. I recently lost my Grams--and it has been really hard becuase we were extremely close--and it is hard on my mom and dad 2--i worry about them. "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe
How did I get to this point?
i know i need help...but where do i start...? i feel like such a failure---i am a failure in all areas of my life--i graduated college recently---but …
so i recently went on vacation and and my friends kept meeting guys and going to the beach to make out with them--i never met anyone until our last …
the only thing that keeps me going is fear of the unknown and hope that things will get better...
Lets try a new approach to our BED...and try to determine our hiden emotions and maybe by acknowledging them we can help each other begin to …
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Hi. A great big hug for you. Have a great week. StacyDianna
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Some flowers for you from all of us. We havent forgotten you, come and join us when you can. Love to have you with us.
you are much to young to be feeling so bad. Hope you can find some enjoyment in life soon.
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i have tried to lose weight and it is hard and this is what led me to this sight i have looked up complusive eating and this is my weakness
i was born w/ a 90% hearing loss in my right ear and my left ear i also have hearing loss...i had surgery to repair a hole in my right ear drum and my hearing loss got worse...i am suppose to wear a hearing aid, but i don't, i have actually conisdered wearing now that i am older, but i can't seem to find it.
i was adopted as an infant and i have had a good life...but there are times that i wonder where i came from...do i have syblings?...i am very curious...however, while i consider meeting, or trying to find my biological parents... i don't want to hurt my parents
i have tried to lose weight and it is hard and this is what led me to this sight i have looked up complusive eating and this is my weakness
i refuse to see a doctor---i just don't trust people---but i believe i am depressed--i just am always unhappy--i may not portray it but inside that is how i feel
college senior--crammed 4 years of school into 2 1/2---over whelmed, stressed out---and i quite my sorority and it has been hard finding socialization
I just can't sleep--I am a true nite owl and have been since I was little and it has only gotten worse.
my fingers turn completly white when cold and i lose all feeling...
I recently lost my Grams--and we were extremely close.