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I am a 34 year old mother of four. Son of 15, Girl and Boy twin of 10, and little boy of 6. I work for the civil service and until recently was happily married. My hobbies are reading and games. My main goal in life is to one day find the happiness that I feel i deserve.
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Tigger2905 replied to blondie98’s discussion post try this in the Sexual Abuse support group 11:15pm
Because I was only fostered their were not many pictures of me as a child....this is something I would…
Tigger2905 replied to lifesaturtle’s discussion post sex in the Sexual Abuse support group 11:02pm
I am glad this conversation has come up....as wanted to post something but didn't know how......I am…
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Haven't heard from you in a while and hope you are doing well. Hanging in there on this side of the ocean. Rainy, cool week so far but, we are into autum now, have to expect it. Take care, think of you often.
I am fabulous, i have been so busy trying to build a relationship with my half-sister, find a job, do my degree, learn to drive, find a flat etc lol, Hows you? xx
I was sexually abused by my father from the age of 8-15 and until recently this was a deep dark secret within my own mind.I did seem to be able to deal with it. Then a couple of years ago my daughter reached that age and suspisions started to creep in . One night I stupidly (drunk) broke down and told the one person I thought would love me forever. I never thought he would struggle so hard to deal . The past has destroyed my marriage as he loves me but cannot deal with it and it is all to much
I have found myself drinking for the last 6 months on more or less a nightly basis and am scared it is becoming a problem... I am currently dealing with the memories of sexual abuse and seem to be reaching for the bottle every night instead of facing my problems..
I was fostered to my family at 10 days old and lived with them up until I was 18. I was never adopted for some reason only fostered, but always knew I did not belong as such. I have to say this led to half of my problems of being abused because I was so afraid of being put in a childrens home if I ever spoke up. I did meet my real mum who came to find me.Only when I met my real dad and they ran away together it fell apart.. i have not seen them in over 4 yrs but know they are not together.
Was Placed on Prozac last March and have been advised to carry on.. while I am trying to deal with my childhood issues.. Am wondering though if have got PTSD?? Working on getting better though