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Journal Entry for October 17, 2007 Mood

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

the pain and sorrow i fell right now is just to much to bear..it is such an effort just to get out of bed in the morning..sometimes it seems not worth the effort..no joy in life just existing day to day...you know today i was thinking how my dad said this has been the worst year ever little did he know it would be him last...mom,dad oi miss you soo much wh did you have to leave?? i need you ./i dont know how to do this without you dont want to do this with out you...................................................

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dont you give up...hang in there...time will help to make it a bit easier to get through each day...i am here for you if you need to talk...loves you lots and hope soon you find some of the joy that you have lost....you deserve all the joy that there is in this world....hugs and prayers...holly

themoonsdaughter
I know how hard it is. I feel like I can't do this without my Dad either. But as he would tell me, I have a husband and two little boys who need me. I need to take care of my babies. In my Dad's honor, I will survive and in your parents' honor, so will you.

GoldenLox18
I'm so sorry for your pain. Your family and friends will help you get through this, lean on them. You are loved and needed by many, sweetie.

mamasgrl
Hey Marilou,
I really sorry you are feeling down. We are all here for you anytime you need.
Saying extra prayers for you...
Big hugs,

Tim

JenaesDad
As everyone else mentioned, you are the rock of your family. You are in the hearts of so many of your friends here. I hope you find some joy or just a touch of peace today.

SylviaT
My heart just goes out to you, friend. But, we will get through this...I am here for you.

siski
Existing from day to day is how it was for me a couple months after too. It does get better ever so slowly. It felt as though years had passed instead of months, yet at the same time it only seemed like yesterday. The emotional rollercoaster ride is something else. You never know what's going to set you off. Praying for you so much!!!

becky80
Hello my friend. It hurts my heart to know you are in such pain. You will be ok. You have many that love and care about you including your friends here. You have helped me so much since I joined. I pray for healing and peace for you. You have to believe it will get better. Lots of Hugs Debbie

dairydoll
HELLO MY FRIEND I KNOW ITS BEEN AWHILE I HOPE YOU GET TO FEELING BETTER KNOWING HOW MANY PROPLE LOVE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALWAYS LOVE AND HUGS FRAN

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