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Journal Entry for October 4, 2007 Mood
Thursday, October 4, 2007
well here it is another day and things are not any better just worse what happened to time eases all pain????time has done nothing to ease my pain only make me hurt worse......i feellike im walking thru a black tunnel and cant see the light any where..how do you move on????how do you find meaning in life again??? i know im being selfish i should be ack at work and tryin to put things back in order but its hard. i mean what if i go back to work and with my lack of concentration kill some one give them the wrong meds or something??or something happens to one of my patients and it hits close to home and i lose it??i just dont know what to do..this is me on antidepressants id hate to see me without them........
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  1. carol916

    I wouldnt be able to go to work this soon either. I cried constantly for a long long time and I was on meds also. We love so hard and the heartbreak actually causes us physical pain. Hang on sweetie.


    carol916

  2. Timbuktu

    Maybe you need different medicine? And a different job?

    A woman in my class lost her mom. She missed last week, I'm not sure when her mom died. She came in today. She had the LOOK. Now I can recognize it. Like she'd been hit by a truck but there's no broken bones or blood. I gave my condolences and offered to listen if she needed to talk. She just looked like she was in a daze, just going through the motions. The amazing thing is that we do go on, you know?


    Timbuktu

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