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well its been quite awhile since i have written if time heals im still waiting...i think healing is the wrong word it gets a little more bearable but how can you go on with life like nothing has happened?my life has changed dramatically and not for the better!im trying to move on but keep getting stuck never been thru this before is this normal??what really is normal?some days are ok and then threre are those where i cant get what happened out of my mind.and i feel panicky like what do i do now?who is gonna catch me when i fall where is my safe haven??
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DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO DEPRESSIN I FALL,WONDERING IF LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AT ALL!MY HEART IS BROKEN,MY SPIRIT IS CRUSHED HOW COME LOVING SOMEONE CAN HURT SO MUCH?Y NEVER AGAIN TO HUG OR TOO TOUCH.THEY SAY TIME HEALS ALL HURTS BUT INSTED OF GETTING BETTER THE HURT IS ONLY WORSE.THE LONGING I FEEL TAKES MY BREATH AWAY ITS HARD TO MAKE IT THRU ANOTHER DAY.SO DOWN ON MY KNEES TO THE LORD I PRAY.PLEASE TAKE THIS PAIN,ITS TAKEN ITS TOLL PLEASE TELL MY LORD WHEN WILL I BE WHOLE?
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(((Sweet marilu))) Yes, time heals but not without walking through valleys. During those dark times, reach out, talk, stay busy...I understand...Please take care of YOU!!!
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I think heal is the wrong word; we will never be healed. Time does give you time to learn to live with the pain, and that's it. I am praying for you too.
love you lots,
donna
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Marilu---I wish I could give you a hug and pat on the back...it's a journey we don't want to be on...I just hope you know we are here for you and it doesn't seem like it now--but time will help us bear the weight of this part of the road...Taters
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i love you!!!
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I believe God hears us and is helping us heal!
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Yes, sweetie, unfortunately I think your feelings are very normal. Losing both of your parents is bad enough, without losing them so close together.You didn't even have time to grieve for your Mom when you also lost your dear Dad, so it is very understandable that you are having such a hard time.
I don't believe that time heals our wounds either, but I do believe that we learn to live with our pain in a better way, in order for us to get through each day.
It's okay to still be grieving and crying, and just plain feeling sad. If you didn't have such wonderful parents, it may be easier for you, but you had two awesome parents, and although you are very fortunate for that, it just makes this all that much harder. You are in my thoughts and prayers, as always.
love u lots,
donna
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time takes forever hun you are allowed to be sad just be aware of how sad you get and then make sure you get loads of hugs from the kids around you!!!
mumofthree
Hi there friend, I was wondering where you were. I can see that you are having rough times. Friends and family will be there if you fall. I know, it's not the same and not what you want, me neither. But you have family and good friends here. If you called me tomorrow and said I need help, I would be on my way. Not joking, but then you would have a house guest to feed! lol. I am taking Xanax when I get real anxious and panic. I take a low dose and only when I need it. Do you take anything like that? Somedays I just go through the motions. Nothing is normal anymore. Normal used to be, for me, when everything was going along good for everyone in my life and nothing really bad ever happened to any of us. Sorry for the long message and not being much help except to say that I understandand it's ok. Love ya friend, Debbie
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