chiclola’s Profile

About Me

I am 17 and was diagnosed with seizures at the age of 6.my last recent seizure gave me 2nd to 3rd degree burns. i have scars on my knees, my stomach, my chin....and most of all my arms because of my accident. and i find it strange that no matter how much i want to just jump off a cliff....im still standing. i tell you...im pretty close to loosing my mind. ive lost everything important 2 me. if i loose my chance at being a RN...i'll loose me. there will be nothing left of me then.....what is a girl like me to do? i have no father....well, i do but i think of him more of as a spurmdonater. he lives in colorado. we called him and told him of my accident. do you know what that fucking asshole did?...he damned my mom. saying everything wrong in my life is her fault! god, i could just kill him. i hate him. with every breath in my body. and guess what. not once ever since we called him, as he called back to check up on me????! his own flesh and blood?...NOPE! its ok, its ok. i didnt send him a fathers day card! ha ha ha

Interests

I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!! to read and write short stories and poems. im a big fan of Aerosmith, akon, rihanna...etc. the thing in life that keeps me going is my friends and family. i cant wait to finish up my senior year. i love scary movies..funny ones especially.