queenvalerie's Journal

This is just over the top.  My sweetie called me at my open house yesterday at about 1pm.  Said he had talked extensively to a friend and that he and i had a lot to talk about.  Wanted me to come home right then and talk about it.  I told him i was at work, would be home around 6.  He sounded a bit withdrawn, but ok.  When i got home he wasn't there.  I called and left him a voice mail but there was no response.  I recieved a text message at 10pm telling me that he was ok and that he would be spending the night at a friends house.  I immediately texted back telling him i was glad he was ok but would he please call me.  About 40 mins later i left another voice mail.  No reponse last night and i still haven't heard from him today.

Now here's something i haven't said here before.  My sweetie is a recovering alcoholic.  He has been sober for 6 years.  I am so very proud of him, but i can't shake the feeling that when i didn't come home yesterday afternoon he went out and got drunk and that is why he didn't come home and why he didn't call back.  I would be able to tell if he had been drinking.  Now what?