Cici42066's Journal

I am feeling better.  I had a short day at work and I was able to come home and get in the pool.  I have been exercising in the pool.  My core muscles are so weak.  It has been good because my sister was home in case I needed help out of the pool.  Floating felt so good just getting the weight off of my hips, back and booty.

I have a light week over all at work.  God knows what I need.  I needed healing from the situation with my brother.  I even needed healing with things at work. 

I have been enjoying my time with my 2 year niece Ashley.  She is too funny.  We were letting her swim naked in the pool and I said to her I she a hinnie and she said kiss it.  We couldn't believe it and we have no idea how she would have heard that.  My sister only let's her watch videos and keeps her away from regular tv.

I have the news on and people are fighting over bread in Egypt.  I didn't know that they were the biggest supplier of wheat.  A loaf of bread costs a penny and penny make 2 dollars a day.  Watching the news has become so sad and scary.

But I am not concentrating on things in the world.  I am praying for this world but I am looking up to the Lord and concentrating on him.  Speaking of that I really am crying out for help from the Lord with my eating and I am praying for and having much more spiritual time.  I am allowing myself to take it.  My eating has been more controlled.  I am walking 10 mins and then getting in the pool.  My goal is 5 lbs. and I am weighing every Tuesday.

From the brightest of days to the darkest of nights, You are ever before me, surrounding me in the light of your love.  Help me to walk in Your ways, confident that you walk with me, lighting my path with your beautiful love.  Find rest in me, dwell in my heart and help me to love deeply and truly as you do.

God Bless You and I Love You All!