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Far Away Mood
Thursday, May 8, 2008 | A General Update story

I am feeling far away from God today.  Only because life has seemed so busy. I go to church, do my Bible Study, and other stuff but I feel like I am not getting that quiet time I need.  I need more than an hour.  I think I need a vacation...

I texted my brother and maria today about my actions about what happened.  I apologized and explained why I was hurt.  I have heard nothing from them. 

I know that God is in this problem.  God is protecting me.  My brother is far from God and so is Maria.  I think God wanted me to see Maria's true colors now instead of later. I guarantee you she is telling my bro not to talk to me.  Honestly I am ok because he needs me more than I need him. 

I will pray about this and do what the Bible says and that is all I can do.  They were really wrong about the dog.  They are selfish and self-centered.  I have been praying for my brother to turn his life over to God maybe this is what is takes.  Today I had to tell his son that we weren't talking. I answered all of his questions.  He couldn't understand about the dogs either.

Like I said I am praying about the situation.

My eating was ok.  I want it to be better though.  I didn't binge or eat large portions.  I only walked for a little bit.

1 Kings 8:61 Your hearts must be fully committed to the Lord our God, to live by his decrees and obey his commands, as at this time.

God Bless You!

 

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  1. stellar_starz

    No matter what God will still love you! I hope things get better with your brother!


    stellar_starz

  2. rick3095

    This is not easy I know,at time it hard to see eye to eye with are family.my close friends are my sister and brother in the Lord.I will keep praying for you my sister.Spiritual Blessings in Christ
    3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, 4 even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love 5 he predestined us [2] for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, 6 to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved. 7 In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, 8 which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight 9 making known [3] to us the mystery of his will, according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ 10 as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.

    11 In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will, 12 so that we who were the first to hope in Christ might be to the praise of his glory. 13 In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, 14 who is the guarantee [4] of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it, [5] to the praise of his glory.

    Love Brother Rick


    rick3095

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