Lucy123's Journal

Every day gets a little better now that tx is complete. Looking forward to the day when I do not need to take pain pills but my legs and arms still ache terribly and even though I am in recovery, I refuse to be a martyr in pain when I do not have to. Struggling with the sleep still but eventually I know deep down in my heart that I will get better and sleep will come.

Made a really stupid decision @ work last Friday and signed someones name on a fax cover sheet. It may cost me my job. Had a conference call with the legal dept on Thursday and thought I would have an answer before the weekend but they decided to let me worry another weekend. Bottom line is I made a mistake and may lose my job. I am just upset cuz the woman who realized I signed someone elses name didnt come to me. She went to compliance and it got blown out of proportion. Now it is in the hands of the legal dept. and they r slow as molasses making their decision. Boy oh boy if I can turn back time. Other than that, having gone thru the 48 wks of tx, this is another hurdle that I can and will handle with dignity. I owned up to my mistake and even if I lose my job, my God will see to it that I will be OK. Doing alot of praying and if u remember please keep me in your prayers. I love my job and really dont want to go job hunting.

I pray all my dear warrior friends have a pain free weekend. Love u guys:)

Bev