dragonsdagger07's Journal

Here i still sit.....at what 3 freakin AM.......scared to death........I don't like this..........I don't like being in a strange place all alone........I hate this...I just want to go home.........wait.........I don't have one anymore......I am it......This is the first time in my entire life I have lived all alone......I can't handle this......I need someone to be here........Not because i'm lonely, but because I am so freakin scared.......omg am I tired of this. I don't sleep at night anymore. I smoke so much dope it ain't funny, I smoke like a whole pack of smokes a day...I rarely eat...I rarely drink anything...not alcohol either...I can't drink the stuff..seriously allergic...lucky me.
My nerves are shot......I don't leave this whole in the wall....Ever....I just don't want to go anywhere.I don't do my hair and makeup or even get my nails done anymore....What is wrong with me.....can anyone tell me that???? is anyone listening..........please someone be listening.........