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Saturday, November 3, 2007

for some reason this has been a really hard week. lots of tears. i need to share some tears withe someone else who is not involved in grief, does that make sense?

i heard two songs this morning, back to back: garth brooks "the dance" and then kenny chesney "don't blink". kind of shook me up.

will it ever get easier?

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Mary, it has been a rough week for me as well. Yes, I understand the need to talk to someone who is not on our journey. All though for me, I feel safer talking to those who know what I am going through. I love the song "the dance". I don't think I have heard the other one. Easier, I don't know. Some say yes, some say no. I think somewhere we have to choose to live or exist. Someday I hope to choose to live and just not exist. Lots of hugs, jake's mom, kathy

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Jakesmomkathy said it so well... but it does take time... to live or to exist... I do think I'm getting closer to living... but often I exist from one hurting moment to the next... For me the only people I can talk that much to are the ones who have been there... are there actually... because once you hit this road... its for life... Hard yes... but the people here have been such a blessing... they make it possible for me... Hugs Elissa

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