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Journal Entry for July 24, 2008 Mood
Thursday, July 24, 2008 | A Rambling story

okayy soo today is the first good day in a loooooooong time

 

the past two weeks i have been havin major sleepin issues and been depressed

 

id stay up allll nite thinkin about all those who hav hurt as well as all the mistakes i have made

 

and it kills me inside knowin i cant stop it or tell neone...my bf knows a lil bit 

 

i choose not to tell him more cuz he get emtional and i dont want him to be upset over my problems

 

my sister and frends barely talk to em anymore so i cant tell them wats going onn and my mom ignores that whole chapter of my life as if it nvr happened

 

last time she brought it up she was drunk and i ended up on the floor havin a nervous breakdown

 

and now im up again thinking and im sick of it... i want it to stopp!  but it wontt i keep imagining the men  tellin me shyt and to this day men still try to talk to me as if im a piece of meat

 

and i was at one time i didnt have respect but now that i do and im tryin not to deal with it all these pervs and ppl i used to know keep diggin at it as if they want me to fail as if im not worth being happy

 

and i want to eb happy i dont want to be the pathetic girl who used to sleep around and cant get her head out of the past...

 

but thats enuf for tonite im jsut so tired but cant keeps my eyes closed 

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