i hate doctors like this
today sucks!!!~! okay so last nite i cudnt sleep which isnt strange but it caused me to be groggy wen i did wake …

okayy soo today is the first good day in a loooooooong time
the past two weeks i have been havin major sleepin issues and been depressed
id stay up allll nite thinkin about all those who hav hurt as well as all the mistakes i have made
and it kills me inside knowin i cant stop it or tell neone...my bf knows a lil bit
i choose not to tell him more cuz he get emtional and i dont want him to be upset over my problems
my sister and frends barely talk to em anymore so i cant tell them wats going onn and my mom ignores that whole chapter of my life as if it nvr happened
last time she brought it up she was drunk and i ended up on the floor havin a nervous breakdown
and now im up again thinking and im sick of it... i want it to stopp! but it wontt i keep imagining the men tellin me shyt and to this day men still try to talk to me as if im a piece of meat
and i was at one time i didnt have respect but now that i do and im tryin not to deal with it all these pervs and ppl i used to know keep diggin at it as if they want me to fail as if im not worth being happy
and i want to eb happy i dont want to be the pathetic girl who used to sleep around and cant get her head out of the past...
but thats enuf for tonite im jsut so tired but cant keeps my eyes closed
today sucks!!!~! okay so last nite i cudnt sleep which isnt strange but it caused me to be groggy wen i did wake …
ok so heres the deal. my friend wont tell me wats wrong, and she said that she doesnt trust neone. i cant believe she …
im like gettin home sicki jus moved to mdand im now realzing how much not havin my sister and frends is hurtin mei miss …