downNout’s Profile

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

I have been through sexual abuse about three times and pyshical 3 times also n i have a hard time because it affects my self esteem and my outlook on life and relationships and makes me want to hurt myself and sometimes die.

Open Self-Injury

i used to cut myself and tonight i really feel like going back to it over the past few months i have cut but sometimes im afraid of the pain but it makes it all the better.

Treatments

Group Therapy Working / Worked

Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Open Anger Management

I have a fiance that always has a temper and i dont know what to do he wont go to counseling or try meds or anger classes. Help me!!

Open Bisexuality

I have bipolar i think i used to be a cutter. i started to like girls young but only dreamed. i have only been with one so far. i have a bf so he knows 2.

Open Sexual Abuse

i was melested about 4 times one of those was a kinda bribed rape and i have trouble dealing with it sometimes and i have bipolar i think n i used to be a cutter!

Treatments

Leave Somewhat Helpful

Music Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Open Family Issues

My family has been split, added, cheated, n left behind. my family is broken into pieces. i dont even remember my beginning childhood. i was melested in my family n also raped. i dont speak to half of them. my dad was never there so i started dating older men and sleeping with everyone i could. i started cutting n trying so hard to get dad's attention, n started to attempt suicide!! i sometimes just wish i wasnt born!!!

Treatments

Family Therapy Working / Worked

Music Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Writing Working / Worked

Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen

ive been going through a lot lately n im just so tired of feeling this way n i really wanna commit suicide tonight.

Treatments

Music Working / Worked

Pets Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Open Breakups & Divorce

My dad is having another divorce n im having trouble with it. It's his 3rd and i just dont know what i need to do?

Treatments

Family Therapy Working / Worked

Forgiveness Working / Worked

Leave Working / Worked

Love Working / Worked

Music Working / Worked

Pets Working / Worked

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

Reading Working / Worked

Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked

Talking Working / Worked

Time Working / Worked

Open Multiple Personalities

i believe i have multiple personalities i have been told i may have borderline!

Open Personality Disorders

split, or borderline or mulitple i dont know maybe all

Open Seasonal Affective Disorder

i get moody and upset easier and easly around the holidays and winter!!!!!