Dreading tomorrow! …
Dreading tomorrow!
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Tomorrow....the day I've been dreading. Yesterday marked one year since the last time I held and hugged my son. The last time I saw he face. The last time I cooked him a meal. The last everything when he was alive. I wish I had stayed up talking to him all night so he would have been too tired to drive to his friends the next day for that damn motorcycle ride. And all of the what if's again. How can this be possible!!!
Keep sending me those good thoughts. I feel myself slipping down into that dark place again.
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My positive energy is coming your way! You are so loved and so cared about! I am very blessed to have you as my friend. Please don't forget that! I love you, Barbara
barbarak23
Just get through it,talk to us,talk to anyone.The first anniversaries are always the hardest.
saige
Cyn...we have been through a lot together...we are with you now,too. Please be kind to yourself and the day will pass...love you...Karen
biowoman
I'm with you on all those what if's. I'm here for you. Love ya,
Kelly
misshim
All my positive energy is yours my friend. Love and hugs Cathy
RockstarsMom
Cyn, We all have that awful sinking feeling on those days when we lost our kids. You are not alone. Somany of us are out here that go through it and understand the darkness of it. I have been through 5 years with my son, Paul being dead, and only 7 months with my other son, Steven. There are just some days that will alwys be on our calender, DARK DAYS. Our childrens birthdays, ther Death Days (some of the other peolple call them angel days oe dates,) Mothers Day is an awful one for me as I have no children left, and of course Christmas and Thanksgiving and other special hoilidays ore days special just to our particular lives. Please try to take it easy. I know you are so sad, and feel so hurt and broken inside. It will take a couple of weeks for this to pass. It seems like time I get through one bad, dark day, another pops up! I hope you have someone with you that will help you through this day. Remember that a bunch of us out here in DS land, have been on those awful days too, so we care, and we hurt with you. My prayers and love,Peggy
grndmudder
Love U and Iam with you
hugs............Caroline
sunnyc
these times are hard...you are stronger than you think.
Take care,
Ann
AnnM
I am with you. Hugging you tight. Not an easy time and hope you continue to share how you feel. Hugs, Inga
ihart