Tomorrow - A day to get through
July 16, 2008 11:10pm
Tomorrow....the day I've been dreading. Yesterday marked one year since the last time I held and hugged my son. The last time I saw he face. The …
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About Me
After losing my son I feel like I'm losing my mind. I have a great mask in place so most people don't know. I have a beautiful 24 year old daughter. She is the main reason I'm hanging on right now. I don't want her to know how sad I feel all the time (the mask).
Interests
I used to love nature, taking pictures, drawing, painting, going to plays and concerts at local playhouses. Now nothing seems to interest me.
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Recent Activity
Wednesday
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CynK gave DianaLynn a Hug 11:12pm
Thanks for the hug. I can't begin to tell you how bad I needed it. Tomorrow is the first angel date.…
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CynK wrote a journal entry: Tomorrow - A day to get through 11:10pm
Tomorrow....the day I've been dreading. Yesterday marked one year since the last time I held and…
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CynK changed their mood to Horrible 11:10pm
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CynK gave Robin4 a Hug 10:59pm
Thanks for taking the time and care to check for Ragan's pictures. Go to www.jhendersonstudios.com Click…
Tuesday
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Journal
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Journal Entry for July 14, 2008
July 14, 2008 8:44pm
I just have to vent! So please excuse me....if you're not in the mood for a little negativity skip a couple of paragraphs.
I just went out …
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Back from the Wilds of NY and CT
July 13, 2008 9:35pm
Whew, first the wedding and all that hub bub and in-laws and such and then off to NY/CT. Well, I'm totally worn out! I got back last night, but I …
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I survived.
July 6, 2008 11:24pm
The wedding was wonderful. Everything went wonderfully. Ragan looked beautiful. It didn't rain! Everyone had a great time! And I am more than …
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In wedding count down mode now!!!
June 29, 2008 5:33pm
The wedding is 5, count them 5 days away!!!! Almost everything is done that can be done ahead of time. The house is pretty much clean...waiting to do …
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Prayer
Thinking of you and sending lots of prayers...... Kathy
I’m With You
My thoughts and prayers are with you Love N Hugs....Caroline
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Hug
I remember and send my love parayers and support to you. Love and hugs Cathy
Hug
I hope you are able to realize just how much you are loved and lifted up today. The one year mark is such a difficult time but you can and will get through it. There are so many of us here who love you and are here for you. I know that Weston is holding you tight in his heart today as always and I pray that you will be able to feel the comfort of his great love for you. I am hugging you tight in my heart and crying with you as I type this. You will make it through this time and you will do it in honor of you wonderful and loving son...love and hugs to my special friend...Lynn
I’m With You
I am sending such a strong hug to you on this day. I know your heart is breaking just as hard as it did one year ago. I feel your pain. Love, Kelly
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Close Bereavement
My beautiful 28 year old son died July 17, 2007 in a motocycle accident. He was a B-52 Pilot in the US Air Force. I don't know how to go on. I keep pushing myself through the days, but the emptyness and saddness overcomes me regularly.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- I cry often. Sometimes, it's just silly stuff that sets me off.
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- helps time pass
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- part of the keeping busy routine...and they are there when I cry or need a hug
Close Migraine Headaches
I had my first migraine the day my daughter was born - she is now 24 years old. I've had a migraine almost every day since them. Have tried everything out there. Topamax helped, but the blurry vision side effect was too severe to continue it's use.
Treatments
- Acupuncture Working / Worked
- Could get rid of the migraine, but came back almost as soon as the needles came out. My acupunturist moved and I haven't found a new one.
- Fioricet Working / Worked
- Helps bring the pain down to a managable level sometimes.
- Imitrex Not Working
- tried is, but it didn't work for me.
- Magnesium Somewhat Helpful
- Only the slightest bit helpful.
- Maxalt Working / Worked
- Wroked great, but made the mistake of telling the DR my chest felt a little tight and he won't give it to me now
- Midrin Working / Worked
- helps only slightly. Makes my ears ring too
- Relpax Working / Worked
- Worked, but scrambled my brains for days
- Topamax Working / Worked
- Cut the migraines in half, but the side effect of blurry vision was too bad to continue
Open Hypothyroidism
I have had this problem since my daughter was born. I had a bleed out that resulted in pituatary damage.
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- 8 hugs given
- 27 hugs received
- 3 journal posts
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