Still breathing
This is mainly to let anyone that bothers checking know I'm still around :P
Things have been ridiculosely hectic around here lately. …

is feeling Good
I am a software designer and programmer with a love for writing as well as technical knowledge. I am Christian with a literal interpretive belief in the Bible. I am single and live about 28 hours away from my family. I have a Bachelor of Science Degree am 70k in debt and love life despite occasional bouts with severe apathy.
This is mainly to let anyone that bothers checking know I'm still around :P
Things have been ridiculosely hectic around here lately. …
Things have been rather busy here. Haven't had much time for side line things, and on top of that my computer has been flaking out …
Yay! And another Cornbread day rolls by. I'm full of delicous cornbread, and while I'm not at the 30 days I was at this time last …
Alright, time for an update. Um I can't honestly remember the last time I went porn surfing, but I think it was sometime last week. …
Hrm... I've been looking at this goal system that they put in while I was away... I'm considering trying for another abstinate streak. …
*hugs* hope you're still doing OK! Let me know how you are!
hey buddy how goes the recovery
Just checking in to see how your doing hope this finds you well hang in there
Chilly hugs sent your way...stay warm and safe
greetings friend, i hope all is well and you have a gret week.
I've been an addict for 10 years. It started with the basic stuff, then got into some fetishes. I tried fighting alone, but recently I've become scared, due to my tastes shifting again, this time to rather unsavory types. Nothing illegal, but close enough that I don't like where my brain is going.
I don't know if depression is quite accurate, but it seems to be close enough. I suffer from occasional bouts with crippling apathy. I act and think completely differently while in an episode. It seems to mainly happen as an emotional failsafe, but it has happened randomly.
Well, I have an apartment now, but seeing as I was homeless for over a year, I feel I can still offer valid commiseration for anyone wanting to talk about it.
Okay, I view my physical health to be pretty important, and I want (gasp) to look like some of the guys I see on magazines. I know thats not possible with my bone structure, but I can at least try.