right and wrong
June 14, 2008 1:05pm
Sometimes I wonder if I am making the right choices in life. Should I have done this or should I have done that. I am very confused about …
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tat2dsweett
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About Me
My name is Amy Lee, and I am 26 (closer to 30, ugh) years old. I am half Korean, and half American, but you couldn't tell it by looking at me. How many Asian girls are 5'10, and curvy? Believe me not many! For a long time I have been trying to figure out who/where I am supposed to be in life. Life hasn't been easy, and I tend to base a lot of my decisions on my past. Right now my only goal is to be happy, and I honestly feel I am on the right path. I have found the most wonderful man that loves me for me, and he wants to grow old with me. I feel so loved right now. As for the the rest of my life everything for the moment seems to be falling into place...it only took 26 years, lol!
Interests
Sometimes I think I work to much to to have any interests, lol! The need to feel healthy and energetic has recently hit me, so I have been trying to hit the gym every chance I get. Other then that I love to read, veg in front of the tv with a good movie, hang out with my boyfriend, friends, and family.
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Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I am 25, and have been a chunk since I was a child. It is easy for me to lose weight, but keeping it off is hard. Also restarting a diet/workout plan is so hard...I make it a day then give up. I am depressed, and I really need the strength and support to start again, and keep going!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- I cut all soda out of my life and I dropped 20 lbs.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
My dad was abusive, and my mom drank to put up with him. When I was three he tried to kill her in front of me. When I was four my mom divorced him, and he left (forgetting he had a child). He took everything, so we lived on the streets. My mom stopped drinking. she even remarried a wonderful man who is to this day the only dad I say I have. I still blame myself for him leaving. I still hate him even though a couple years ago I found him. It still hurts!
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- I got help from a counselor, and I made a lot of break throughs, but I still hurt a lot!
- Talking Working / Worked
- My friends and family have been great.
Open Financial Challenges
No story really to tell! In college I was on my own, so I turned to credit cards. BIG MISTAKE! I consolidated my credit, but sometimes it is hard for me not to charge. When you dont have much it feels nice spending money, but I am paying everything off as much as possible!!!
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- Debt Consolidation Working / Worked
- working but make sure you read all the fine print.
- Earn Money Working / Worked
- It's good to have a full time job!!
Open Stress Management
When things go wrong in life I just smile, and keep it all inside. I hate talking about my problems. I don't want to seem weak, and talking about my problems makes them real...
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
Open Healthy Relationships
To make a long story short when I was a child I went through hell. My father was abusive to my mother, and my mom drank to make it all better. Then when my parents divorced my Dad vanished. Ever since I have been scared I will end up in a failed relationship. I tend to ruin relationships. I want to believe there is a “happy ever after”.
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- Talking Working / Worked
- I have some awesome friends that help me through it all!
