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Journal Entry for April 22, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 | A Venting story

OKAY I NEED TO GET SOMETHING OUT. and i'm not proud of this. but as an addict, it's really not surprising. i can't stop thinking about using. i dont even want to. but i keep thinking about it. ugh. will this ever just go away? probably not. i will be an addict forever so i will have to deal with these thoughts forever. i am out of my mind.

 

i am strong. i can get through it. i know i can. that's enough for now. so glad i'm clean.

UPDATED GOALS

Stay clean for myself!

71 days sober

Encouragements: 9

Gain self esteem

Progress 30%

Encouragements: 1

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