yay
im back
is feeling OK
I'm sixteen years old... I was raped last year by my boyfriend... My mom is really sick... And If you want to know anything about me... my journal is the best place to find it.
im back
I wont be online for a while i got sent home on med leave for at least 3 wks and i have no computer and btw my "panic attacks" are …
i haven't had time to delete my profile yet.. not 100% sure if i still will.. but i thought i would let you all know
even with out seeing you and your scars, I know you are a beutiful woman and the good qualities will always outshine your feelings because that is what spirit can do.
Haven't heard anything from you in a while, so I thought I'd leave a hug for you =D
thought I'd give u a hug..:)
Hey just doing the hug rounds and wanted to say hi :)
Glad to hear you're alright! Hope you do well in school!
Progress
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i was at my boyfriends house... and he took it a little too far ...( i told him i was waiting for marrage to have sex) and that i didnt like the idea of oral... aparently he wasnt listening...
.. 500 characters.. not enough... just soo much going on in my life it seems like i never get a break from all the crud in my life
i became a hypocryte... i begged my friends not to cut.. then i started..
I am living on a TSD campus (although not because of hearing problems) and have had to interact with hearing impared and deaf people and have enjoyed it a lot.. i have learned a lot of sign and am loving it...
my mom has lived through meningitis although all of her spinal fluid leaked out and the doctors o.d.ed her
my mom may have multiple sclerosis... ... I know all about it... the drugs... the affects... and the fact that a lot of females and their daughters get it...
i usually get migranes 4 or more times a wk during fall and winter time... and maybe 1 or 2 during the summer
im not at an average high school... and i have a little bit of trouble being away from home... but going home doesn't help much with things either because of all the problems there
there's a possibility that my mom may either have MS or VHL and i worry about her a lot.. her and i are close and i don't want to loose her.
if you want to know the whole story, go to my page... but the long and short of it is that my boyfriend took advantage of me and im still trying to get over it... could use some help
ive lost in the past year... 3 friends and 1 friend of the family to suicide, my mom is very sick and im not sure how much longer she can hold out, and a friend of mine has a bad disease and she wont live but maybe for 10 more years... at best... it seems like i keep loosing people... friends...
had asthma when i was younger... then it just kinda went away.. but now im having problems again.. maybe someone can help?
idk .. but i think i may be having panic attacks.. but i can't get dx or meds until i go to the hosp. and get other things ruled out... advice would be nice
my councilor thinks i have slight PTSD
can't sleep.... obviously...