Just popped in to say Hello to all my friends.Hope you are feeling a bit stronger as time goes by.I continue on this journey of life still feelig lonely still missing John like mad but just getting on with things the best way I can.My family continue to be a tower of strengh to me,Iam away next week with another daughter and her family for a few days.Then when I come home we are planning to redecorate my bedroom.It means clearing out alot of Johns stuff[I REALLY WISH i HAD DONE THIS SOONER AS THE LONGER i LEAVE IT THE HARDER IT GETS] I will keep a few things though as it gives me comfort to see them around.It is now 15 months since John died ometimes it seems like yesterday and other times a lifetime.I have coped much better than I ever thought I would but I have a great belief that not only is he around helping me cope but one day we be together again.