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    About Me

    My name is Heaven.I am 16 and I am a junior in high school.After high school I plan to go to a good 4 year collage.I live near Philadelphia, with my mother and father, along with younger sisters and a brother.I, myself was diagnosed with being Bi-polar February 2007.I also have PTSD from being molested when i was a child for 3 years.My mother is Bi-polar, has PTSD and OCD.My brother has ADHD and is Mildly to Moderately Autistic.I have lived around mental illness my whole life, and it scares me to death!

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    August 12

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    • Life...and how it sucks!

      Mood April 27, 2008 1:16pm

      Well, I have been wanting to drop out and run away really bad cuz everytime I come home I get yelled at and made to feel like crap..I know I have …

    • Journal Entry for December 17, 2007

      Mood December 17, 2007 4:18pm

      Today I read my book all day...I can't remember most of what happened today and i feel empty inside..i have no emotions right now...i dont wanna …

    • Journal Entry for December 12, 2007

      Mood December 12, 2007 7:10pm

      Let's see...how has life been..My dad lost his job so idk if we are gonna have a christmas..so family life is kinda bad..but personal life is …

    • Journal Entry for November 26, 2007

      Mood November 26, 2007 10:58pm

      Well tomorrow is the big day for court...i have to testify in front of a jury and so does my mom. I am scared as hell and because of it i have had a …
    • Journal Entry for November 22, 2007

      Mood November 22, 2007 11:03am

      Thanksgiving is going to suck this year!!! My dad was supposed to get his check from work yesterday, and he didnt. So, since we are living from check …

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      From BlackDomino August 12

      Well, they've lightened up a bit. At least they aren't calling me worthless again (yet!) Once school starts, it'll only get worse. Yeah. I'm in the same situation. They call me lazy when I run downstairs (while my mom's on the couch downstairs) to get her a drink.... That's sad. Plus, I do my own laundry, get my homework done and clean my room without them wanting me to.... And they call me lazy! ?? lol I know ur not lazy too. You're as awesome as I am. (Probably more awesome!) lol Parents suck sometimes.

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      From BlackDomino June 10

      That really sucks. I have been going through much of the same.... except not being called a bad role model, because I have no one who looks up to me.... My parents are really getting on me and saying basically that I'm worthless, so I can sympathize. Why would they tell you that your a bad role model? u probably didn't even do anything. I hope we both have a better time... Knowing my parents *laughs sarcastically* XOXO

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    • Close Bipolar Disorder - Teen

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      I have listened to music anytime i have gotten upset from before I can remember.It helps alot.
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      i have gone to therapy since i was diagnosed, and I was also institutionalize for a little while in the beginning of this year.
      Zoloft Not Working
      I was on Zoloft for a little while...a period of about 4 months.The medication, personally, made me antsy and made my suicidal thoughts more frequent.
    • Close Self-Injury

      Treatments

      Group Therapy Not Working
      i was in a group therapy for cutting and depression.But all it did was put me with a bunch of other kids that cut.it didn't help at all.
    • Open Sexual Abuse

      Okay,well I am 16.From the time i was 9 until I was 11 and got my period my mother's best friend molested me.Luckily enough he never raped me.I didn't tell my parents until I was 14.I couldnt hold it in anymore and had to tell a friend.My friend was concerned and told her grandmother.Her grandmother told me that if I didnt tell my parents she would.I figured it would be better coming from me.Then in the beginning of this year I was raped by a 26 year old man who was my fathers b-friend

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
    • Open Gay & Lesbian Teens

      i am a 16 year old Out Lesbian from Pennsylvania. I have a gf and i love her very much!

    • Open Depression - Teen

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      RainbowCentral hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Autism / Autism Spectrum

      My 15 year old brother was recently diagnosed mildly to moderatly autistic.

    • Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges

      My girlfriend and I have been going out for 10 months.I have told my friends but none of them have met .Our parent found out and we were not allowed to see each other for a month and a half..It took a huge tole on my because my dad hates me because of it..But I think it took a larger tole on her..She has been acting really distant..as if the B.S. her parents are feeding her is true..I have no idea what to do..I love her more than anything in the world but what if she stops loving me?

    • Open Obesity

      I have always been big.But before the crap happened when I was 9 I played sports and kept it atleast healthy.Since then I have been sliding down a slippery slope, and I am 120 pounds over weight now.It has severely effected my self-esteem, and every time I tell myself that I am going to get out, ride a bike..take a walk..I don't.I sit in the house on the computer.Everytime I eat I feel like crap because I know I'm just going to get fatter.I hate myself!

      Treatments

      Slim-Fast Working / Worked
      Swimming Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Panic Attacks

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