Well, today I only have 4 of my …
Well, today I only have 4 of my daycare kids! (The 2 of them are going to school at 9:30am.) Nice and relaxing day for …
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I'm used to getting up every Saturday morning before anyone else and cooking an good ol' country breakfast....eggs, grits, bacon, sausage, pancakes etc. This morning I woke like normal and realized that once again I'm alone. No need to cook all that food for the kids who would rather just eat cereal anyway.
I got so much to do with work and now all the household chores that I should be busy for years to come but I just can't seem to function. I still worry about PO....he left with the clothes on his back.. Why do I worry about him..he still hasn't made his bike payment that is ruining my good credit so why should I care if he is hungry or has clean clothes....
About a year ago a prophet at church told me I'd go through it one more time before I was blessed with what I have been asking God for. At that time PO was in jail so I didn't understand what she was talking about...now I do.....one more time I'll have to fix my credit and pay the consequences of being in a unhealthy relationship. Perhaps now is the time to ask God to send in the calvery.....
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ladysilverjay
well i dont exactly know what you are going through but i will keep you and your children in my prayers. i am with someone but completley alone. if it were not for my girls i dont know how I would survive
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