Journal Entry for February 17, 2008
Thank you for your love and support--and patience! Love, kanga
is feeling OK
A life long Alaskan, I am dealing with MS, and just beginning treatment. I am looking for friends--more than that, friends who understand and that I can talk to, and to be the same to you. I am pursing a doctorate in clinical psychology.
I love to play my guitar and sing-lots of folk music: John Denver, Joan Baez, Judy Collins, GORDON LIGHTFOOT. A lot more and popular music as well. I love to do Wheel thrown pottery and glazing. I've just discovered 'THE SOUP'-it's hilarous! (With Joel McHale) It's humor that I sorely need!
Thank you for your love and support--and patience! Love, kanga
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I've been depressed since childhood. I got worse with the birth of my children.