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1) Have all but left DS, as I feel like I do nothing but bring people down because I can't devote more time to everyone. Bear in mind, though, that I appreciate each and everyone of you, as you kept me sane in such an insane time.
2) Tried to get NG tube- was denied because I'm not "emaciated." I'm still trying. Seeing a GI internist in October, if not sooner.
3) Started school for the first time in 1.5 years! Ahhhhh! I'm taking two psych classes- intro psych and personal/social adjustment psych (irony!). They are both awesome classes so far.
4) Trying as desperately as I can to get back on track, as falling back into this isn't an option. Plus, I'd feel so SO guilty if I landed myself back in the hospital.
5) The house is almost done- we move on 1 October. Holy mackeral.
6) I've started going to church with my mother-in-law and it's freaking fantastic.
7) I have begun to get out a little more, spending time with friends. :) It's a good thing.
8) My story was featured on bakersfield.com. Weird, eh?
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i'm glad to hear from you again. you're not bringing anyone down by writing and you are probably HELPING yourself. We're all old enough to know when we need to distance ourselves from others. If you need to write to get things out, but all means do so.
sophie09
You never bring me down. You help me because what you write helps you. Glad that you are getting help to stop block the path back to Ed. Love ya...
joannepv
Lots of people care about you, thanks for the update. You have so many good things happening and I'm excited for you, not feeling like you don't have time for DS, that's crazy! Moving in, yay!!
Gabrador
ur my star...afar star.... i love you, xx
littlemiss
I won't speak for anyone else, but you've never brought me down with anything you've said. Love you, hun.
GiselleSylphide
Don't feel bad. Everyone understands that you have a life outside of DS. =P I doubt anyone is mad at you, because you are an amazing person! (I actually thought that YOU were mad at ME.)
Actress01
You know I love you no matter where you are and what you are doing...worried for you and I hope that Dr gives you the tube...freaking drs never listening.
ChefJess
Dont be silly if you are sruggling folk are here to support you, then when u feel up to it you can do the same. Really sorry to hear you not doing so great- concerned for you! If there is anything i can do to help, i just want you t be happy hunni and church is amazing hopefully you will meet lots of lovely supporting people there! x
jen87
I know I rarely commented on your journals, but from what you've written here and all that you've put on the boards, I have to tell you that you have been a source of hope for me. You are a genuine and giving person and I want to thank you for all of your love you have put on this site. Hope you can get well soon.
ajv357
You have never brought me down, Sweets! Please try to be a little easier on you...xoxoxoxoxoxox
Consumed
sweetie! you are my inspiration! Take a look at where you started in your life... I know you have come alog way to where you are now! You have worked so hard to get where you are and to achieve what you have achieved. Very few peope can walk in your shoes my dear! Have faith and pride in yourself! I kow I do! Give yoursef sometime to reathe and love yoursef!
BlindFaith29
So glad to hear from you. Wish you were around more though. Hope you're well.
xox
LillyAudrey
Wish you were still on here, but taking care of yourself is #1. You can do this!
snv28