Journal Entry for July 29, 2008
My home is a huge trigger. Being at home alone or at night is a pretty sure set-off for a b/p. I am soo stressed out right now about money and …
My home is a huge trigger. Being at home alone or at night is a pretty sure set-off for a b/p. I am soo stressed out right now about money and …
I ate a butt load of spaghetti sauce in the night. What the heck? Ugh.NEW DAY, NEW ME! I don't have to think about that stupid spaghetti sauce. …
Okay. Recovery has to happen. I refuse to go back down the restricting/anorexic path. It will only make me worse off in the long run and take me …
I decided to revert back to restricting. 120 just feels too fat. But as I'm planning all of this weight loss and restricting, I'm still not …
I'm having a really hard time right now. I'm beating myself up mercilessly. I hate myself right now. I am close to my highest weight ever …
lol you are so right! and thanks! :)
Hi there...No you are not the only one...I sort of know I'm eating through the night, but it's like I'm on automatic. I put no thought into it whatsoever....Big hugs to you...xxxx
i love you too....and i' so proud of you
Oh thanks. I was about to write, but I got back really late and was soooo tire I just went straight to bed lol. hugs!
Thank you so much for your comment on my journal, it really ment a lot to me. Congratulations on your 7 days, WOW! That is very inspirational. Stay strong today :o)
I used to be anorexic and I am now bulemic. Once I start a binge I just can't stop. I'm working very hard to recover now.