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June 15, 2008 6:56pm
well...being able to see Johnny isn't going so well, but we try. Hey, can you all look at my post in rape & try to help me w/ it. …
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About Me
I love to draw, write, poetry, sing, dance and just being with my best friends. I LOVE music. Reggaeton, Rap, Hip Hop, Rock, Alteritive Rock. I might seem like a fun loving little gurl, but there's been alot n my life 2 make me not want 2 trust. 4 one & biggest of all, i'm mixed up a gang called MS13. I'm not n it but I could b if i don't get away 4rm them. On top of this, one of the members, u could say I was getting close 2, raped me. This just adds more to my depression probublems. There's a lot more that just kills me. I've come 2 this site 2 look 4 help & inspration. Please don't judge me 4 what i've done n the past, but when u get scared, u force ur self 2 do things, even though u truly don't want 2.
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art, animals, dancing, writting chapter books, poems, mecanics, singing & science.
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GREAT 3 DAYS WITH HIM!!!!
May 14, 2008 5:19pm
well, i finally jus decided 2 stop thinking about what our parents r saying. Yes it's hard but hating what they're doign is jus …
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May 8, 2008 4:47pm
Well, I was going to go back 2 school 2 day after my dr. app. but when my mom woke me ^ i had pick eye...again =( so i had 2 stay home …
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hi my name is marianne. if you need some one to talk to im here to listen. ive been in the same position as you. i would love to try and help. ive been thru just about every abuse known to mankind. if you need me im here.
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Close Rape
well, this guy i've known 4 a long time, family friend, raped me. i thought i could trust him...even though my brain & heart told me not 2. I should of listened 2 them both. i thought he had changed, until he was holding me down & burtaly raping me.
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Close Depression - Teen
I'm not quite sure when I reliezed it was depression, but i kno i'm suffering from it. It really started when my BF moved away at age 13 & from there it just got worse becuz of sexual abuse, rape, & family issues.
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- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Depending on the type of music u listen 2.
Open Sexual Abuse
I have been sexuly abused by over 5 family friends, 2 family members & 2 of my own friends b4 i rached age 13. The worst have been with family friends, including having a gun held 2 my head making me do unwilling things, & mental abuse 2 gain the same effect.
Open Family Issues
My fammily & I have ALOT of conficlt. I wish so much i could move n with a friend but my dad wont let me. When i'm 18 i'm so gone. I still love them, it's just they're 2blinded by there love 2 realive what they put me & my brothers threw is just unhealthy. If ur wondering, u can ask me. We also have alot of fights & i realy don't c how my mom & dad meet, AT ALL!!! I have ran away so many times that i can't even remember how many times i've ran away!
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- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- When ever we get n2 fights, i can't go anywhere anyway. It would realy help if they would let me cool off at a friends though.
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