Journal Entry for February 18, 2008
I am still alive, and am trying to kick. Things have been up and down with me, having a couple of relapses and many med changes. Life at …
is feeling Bad
Divorced mom of 3 wonderful and beautiful girls. My youngest graduates from high school, middle is 2nd yr in college and oldest is an RN out on her own. Administrative Assistant for a Heart Instistute in Upstate NY. Love my job, keeps me involved with community heart and health activities as well as keeping my mind going. Love life, dislike aching so much, but it could be worse. Miss the old days.
Love to spend time with my three daughters-they're growing up so fast.I am an avid reader, that is the only thing good about flare ups, it gives me a chance to catch up on my reading. I cannot make it through the day w/o doing a crossword puzzle, a trait passed down from my father.(it's the real reason I buy a newspaper everyday, haha) I also adore my sheltie, Scarlet. Love to garden, but where I live now doesn't allow me to do that, so I just admire everyone elses for now.
I am still alive, and am trying to kick. Things have been up and down with me, having a couple of relapses and many med changes. Life at …
You will note that I updated my photo. Note also that it is very distant-thus letting you know how much I DESPISE having my picture …
It's amazing how when I first signed on to DS, I couldn't keep myself off. I feel badly that I am not like I used to be, as I really …
Back again after a lengthy absence. Haven't been doing so well, however, I continue to go to work almost every day. I've been staying …
Wow, Have I been gone for a long time! Sorry friends, I haven't fallen off the face of the earth, just the face of the computer. …
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It's not what you gather, but what you scatter that tells what kind of life you have lived.great big ole grizzly bear hugggzzzzzzz squishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I loved this and thought of you. Knock, Knock - I knocked at heaven's door this morning. God asked me...'My child, what can I do for you?' I said, 'Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message.' God smiled and answered... ‘Request granted'
Chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Your smile makes me smile... Your talks make me glad.. Your company makes me happy... But your absence makes me sad... Be always with me my friend!!!
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.
45 y/o divorced mom of 3. PCP dx'd in Apr 07, Neuro confirmed diagnosis on May 18, 2007. was in flare up when dx & was treated with solmedrol and pred. symptoms alleviated,however, continue to have relapses. Taking taking Avonex, Baclofen, Provigil, Soma, Zoloft,Lidoderm patches, meds for hypertension, high cholesterol, hypothyroidism and seizure disorder.Have significant pain in lower back, spasicity, leg cramps, bladder incont. & constipation
dx'd @ 15, been on meds since 19. Mostly Norvasc. A wonderful inheritance from my Dad (God rest his soul, who died of a Massive MI) Heart hx, is RAMPANT in my family-you name it, we've got it, had it and unfortunately will pass it on!
dx'd mid 30's been on zocor, lipitor, now just plain ole generic, doing pretty well w/it
dx'd by endrocrinologist @ 17. Been on med's ever since. Rember she told me, it's just like eating an M&M every day, just take your pill and that's it. It pretty much has been.
Have been diagnosed with Non-epileptic "pseudoseizures"-How I hate that diagnoses! They are anything but pseudo, they have incompacitated me many times over. Hospitalizations-they drive up my BP so bad,and once it took 4 days to bring it back down. Been pretty good with them lately, just got to remember, do NOT drink heavily while on the meds!!
Type A personality, overachiever, no self esteem, and my own worst enemy. Cannot do enough to please myself, constantly worried what how others judge me(as much as I worry about how I judge myself). Wish I could turn this thought process around, have improved, been to a couple of seminars through work, but my stress roots are tangled down around the bones of my toes, and I can't seem to pull them out all the way!