Cutting poem
July 16, 2008 8:53pm
The faucet begins to run
the door is shut and locked
her razor sets by the sink
the time begins to stop
As the time lapses back
broken dorors are …
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Remember me when your out walkin, when snow falls high outside your door, late at night when your not sleepin (tim mcgraw
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About Me
Im Smart, Bubbly, Depressed, I have Severe Anxiety, Im a Lover, Im compassionate..all in all I am just a sweet girl plain and simple..it mostly has turned around to bite me, though!!! It seems my sincerity just is an opening for ppl to come in and abuse it..mainly guys who dont care!Ive been heart broken a lot .I base a lot of my life story off of lyrics to different songs..its that, that keeps me focused and calm. I plan to study Veterinary medicine or go in a field that helps animals!I love playing sports in the summer, basketball, volleyball, tennis, bad mitten. Running is another hobby, i run all the time...its the only way i feel free, its just me and the black top...lol I really fight every day to put the past behind me. I guess i try to help everyone else before i help myself..but then again thats just me.most ppl like me, im really easy going, nice to get along with, and i like to help ppl struggling..so if you EVER need ANYTHING..msg me and ill do everything possible to help
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I love running track..and my music.. and what can i say ima big sweetheart! I have a personality that would probly melt you..i have a big life story.pretty complicated and fitness is my life..Im also big on helping other people so if anyone needs anything my doors always open:)
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Eating/ sexual abuse poem by me
July 10, 2008 1:45pm
Beneath my exterior lies a furious monster raging within
telling me im to fat
telling me i need to be thin
Of course im not fat but my monster is …
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Journal Entry for July 5, 2008
July 5, 2008 11:05am
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for …
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I love this song..
July 3, 2008 7:48pm
When all our tears have reached the sea Part of you will live in me Way down deep inside my heart The days keep coming without fail A new wind is …
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hey, i know it will pass and if u ever need to talk ill be here.. your an awesome chick and i know things will be sweet :) just stay positive
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thanks hun! ur awsome too!!! and a really good friend! well we took her to the vet and they said it was her teeth that was causing the problem and it costs awhole lot of money to get it fixed :( but we are goin to save up so maybe we could get her some of her teeth pulled in a couple of months so she wont feel as bad. I just worry soooo much about her...she is my life. and yea she's pretty old, she's like 7 goin on 8 and shes a small dog...so anyways we'll see what happens. thanks for being there for me also! love ya! take care sweetie,xxx
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yeah i fully understand that, i write songs :) it helps me alot, but unfortunatly not all the time :( so how are you feeling today?
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI have both bulimia and anorexia. At school i dont eat and at home if I eat I will throw it up....
Close Sexual Abuse
When I was 6 years old my real father sexually abused me and he beat me. I thought my life would change when the court gave me back to my mom but I would blatenly find out I was wrong. I was about 10 when I moved with my mom and after a little while my moms husband started touching me too. It wasn't serious at first but as I got older it started to get worse. I had so many nightmares and still struggle as a teen. Its hard relying on people and its tough to have people understand you.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open High School Stress
School sux ass. I hate it and cant wait til its over.
Open Rape
I was raped by my biological father and my step dad when I was only 6 years old
Open Depression
I hate my life and its getting worse. Stress has piled up and to top it off I cant talk to the one person thats helped me out. It is getting better but still worse. I am very sad and lonely
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
i diet and then binge and purge and dont eat, i have been diagnosed with both anorexia and bulimia
Open Fitness Goals
i want to loose weight really bad and i am willing to go to extreames to get there
Open Phobia
i have a strong fear or phobia of getting FAT
Open Pet Bereavement
Upon living with my mother my step dad would hurt my animals and have killed a couple to just get back at me...usually for saying i would tell on him for what hes done..i think thats why im so strong against animal cruelty today!
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