Journal Entry for August 15, 2008
August 15, 2008 5:44pm
I hate myself, I want to die
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I am the Saboteur. I create the problems or fix the ones they create.
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stuff, guess you'd have to ask.
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Tor wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for August 15, 2008 5:44pm
I hate myself, I want to die…
August 13
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Tor wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for August 13, 2008 11:49pm
reached out today...definitly stepped out of my comfort zone. DIDN"T LIKE IT ONE BIT. Only leads…
August 6
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Tor gave Lostinacloud a Hug 5:50am
wonering where I lost you. Hoping you are alright.…
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Tor wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for August 6, 2008 5:48am
so alone, sad and alone.…
August 4
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Journal Entry for August 13, 2008
August 13, 2008 11:49pm
reached out today...definitly stepped out of my comfort zone. DIDN"T LIKE IT ONE BIT. Only leads to more trouble. Only will hurt in the end. …
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Journal Entry for July 29, 2008
July 29, 2008 4:43pm
feeling 2% better today, not a lot but it's something. Bill noticed a difference...said I initiated conversation...I don't remember it that …
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A New Support Group For Abuse Survivors http://dailystrength.org/groups/su...
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hi tor. miss you. joey.
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I Believe in You - II Divo & Celine Dion: http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=uzQV...
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Something special for you. Celtic Dream: http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=yM3z...
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Close Multiple Personalities
I don't have a story, everyone else does.
Close Bipolar Disorder
That's what they like to diagnos my mood swings as...lol
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Depakote Not Working
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionPresently Abilify 10 mg, Wellbutrin 450, and Lexapro 10 mg...decided I'm not bi-polar but dysthymic, cylothymic with disassociation. Fun, fun-hate this life.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Open Hearing Loss & Deafness
1% of the 1% dr. said. Unilateral HL. BTE that's ok, BAHA works better when it's working. Need a new one but it's 5K...ouch.
Treatments
- Ear Tubes Somewhat Helpful
- always just a temporary fix and eventually there's enough scar tissue they do a tympanoplasty and more reconstruction. forget it.
- Hearing Aids Somewhat Helpful
- BAHA implanted a couple years ago. definitly not the answer to all my prayers, but it helps most of the time. I still rely a lot on lips...sign, if known(usually NOT)
- Lip Reading Working / Worked
- Sign Language Working / Worked
- I hear too much for true ASL.
Open Sexual Abuse
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- Art Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
Open Single Parenting
he's active duty absent
Open Kidney Stones
1.2CM
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