sdlatin’s Profile

About Me

(JUST FOR THE RECORD- THE CO-DEPENDCY AND COMING-OUT ISSUES ARE MINE: the elder care and diabetes are in regards my elderly parents which i tend to spend alot of time with & care for after work :) spent half my life in negative, controlling, co-dependent, often emotional & alcohol related relationships. often blamed myself and tend to get down on myself for it all. i thought i was the problem and cause for the break-ups. these type of relationships have caused me nothing but depressive, anxiety and emotional pain, not to mention the damaging to my self-esteem. i NOW know that i am responsible for my past decisions. i NOW choose to change my life and emotional feelings instead of wasting the second and better half of my life repeating the same mistakes with bad bevariors. I have met a loving and caring partner who loves and supports me as i am. i am working thru past drama & relationships, personal feelings and alcohol use with his help and my therapist. after years of feeling like i was not enough, or like i was not being loved enough, i stayed stuck in bad relationships that i knew were wrong from the start. my fear of being alone, of not being enough and of just fitting in kept me from finding tru hapiness and true self accepttance. i deserve a better & fullfilling life and so does my man. i can change, i can be a better person than i was before.

Interests

be a good & honest son, be loving and supporting to my partner, working out, eating good, cooking at home, active in life, have my Lord & savior in my daily life, road trips with friends and traveling, reading all kinds of books, the time i spend with my loving & caring partner, parents & family. working with my hands and making new friends, i am a scorpio, LOL and have alot to smile about in my life. i tend listen better than i share. i have faith but don't push it on others.....i am very chill, sincere, honest and easy to speak to. take pride in being faithful and loving, honor and support my partner in every way and with all i am. invovled in volunteering and helping out in groups as much as possible.