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BFN, of course Mood

Friday, May 16, 2008 | A Frustrating story

Should have started AF today with no signs of anything, no blood, no big cramping, etc, so I thought maybe, just maybe, for the first time in 2 yrs - I had a little hope since none of the usual symptoms are here (I always have 5 day spotting before AF), but then I did the damn POAS (why do I give into the temptation just to be let down?) and it's BFN. Again, of course. So frustrating. One more IUI and then I've decided it's time to try IVF. Now I just wish AF would come so I can try one more IUI cycle before going on our vacation in June.

I'm going shopping, that's a definite. There are some shirts I've been eyeballing at Ann Taylor LOFT and I hate to spend the $$ on myself, but oh well, it will be a little bit of fun before the weekend starts and I keep waiting and waiting for AF to show her ugly face. Shopping - something I can have some control over! Ha-ha!

This sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I love the Loft! You deserve it...and I'm sorry for the BFN. Here's hoping the next IUI is the one and you won't have to endure IVF.

AshleyPenelope
spend $ on yourself and enjoy! and, just as "reassurance", but i CERTAINLY hope you wont need it, if it comes down to ivf for you, it really was not much more "work" or much harder than iui/injectibles. really----ivf has not been so bad at all! (infertility is HORRIBLE, ivf is really---not bad!!! if you can do injectibles---theres only a tiny bit more involved w/ ivf so dont be scared) hope you are pg on your next iui though!!!!

nancy311
I'm sorry about the BFN. Hope the shopping spree was fun though! x

LyndaJT