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Thursday, February 28, 2008 | A Call For Help story

I dont know what to do last night I went down stairs to meet with a member of staff to fill a form out which I am unable to do myself at this time as I fractured some bones in my right hand and this member of staff said they would help me and to come down at a certain time which I did but even though this member of staff promised to see me at this time (like she did the day before but was canceled then due to talking to a person who she seems to see this member of staff all the time ) she said she could not see me as she was seeing this person again and promised to see me the following day being today, i got slightly annoyed as this form will only take 15 minutes to fill out and needs to be filled out by this friday or benefits stopped and also I am having a hard time and need to speak to someone.

This morning I awoke knowing I needed to go downstairs and apologise for the night before and to explain why I got frustrated when I got down there she was agreeing to see another resident today I asked her if I could grab a quick five minutes with her before she left just to explain about yesterday and her response was she was too busy to see me then straight after I asked her this another resident came down and asked if they could see her before she left for the day and she said yes that could happen.

I am not stupid and I was not born yesterday I can see she cant stand to me around me even for five minutes to allow me to explain why I spoke how I did yesterday, if she cant stand to me around me for five minutes then how can we do a meeting together for an hour tonite or another meeting for a couple of hours next week or an all day outing together later next week?

I really dont like the atmosphere around me and this member of staff at the moment I know I should not have got frustrated last night, that I was out of order but I just would really like the opportunity to apologise to this member of staff before she goes on leave in the next couple of days for a month, yet this does not seem possible as this memberof staff can not stand to be around me at this time. I really dont know what to do and need some advice as right now I hate how things are but I dont know how to sort things out? other then ending it all then the problem will not behere anymore..

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why can't any staff fill out paperwork.........an yes learnin to stay calm an not blow up when things don't go our way are leason we all have to learn....

DianeE
hugs hun xox

mumofthree
I hope your hand gets better my friend, if you can fill it in, go to the benefits office and explain and ask if they can help you. xx

lucylocket
sending good thoughts your way. I hope things get better.

Aquain
Many, many huggggggggs and positive vibes coming from me to you.

terri44
1stly start with a deep breath, and again if nessassary 2 relieve the pressure (as many times as u need), there may b a perfectly ligit reason 4 member of staffs reason as 2 why he\she acted as they did, who knows???
But 1 thing I do kno is this my friend, how we respond is 10% wot happens 2 us & 90% what we choose 2 do with it, jus remember ur in control of ur emotions, not them ok? so u can either let their actions fizz u, or u can rise up & overcome.....sup 2 u......peace out! XX

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