AJ1's Journal

I really dont know how much more I can take, the housing manager keeps going on about how I am always down at reception to see my old key worker (main counsellor) which is wrong as since the new rules have come in and I no longer have a keyworker, I have barely seen her in recent weeks I have not written her any letters and speak to most of the team as well as her now which is such an achievement for me,

yet it just gets on my nerves that the manager keeps on saying I am seeing keyworker everyday she is on, that I will only speak to her that is wrong, and when I am trying to sort this out with  the manager residents here have now started, by saying the reason I lost my keyworker was due to trying to see her everyday, no that is wrong I like so many others here have losed our keyworker as the staff are not funded to support the single flat people, 31 other people have also lost there  keyworker, but instead of finding  this out they make up there  own assumptions then gang together and are beginning to make my life hell by throwing comments my way which are not nice going quiet when I enter the room laughing about me behind my back. also the ring leader of this on sunday just gone when I  was trying to speak my old keyworker about the assault from my mother which was really difficult to do, came and sat down and procedded to speak her about her weekend and how great it was even  though keyworker was trying to listen to me and i really needed to be alone with keyworker, this ring leader just carried on thinking  it was a laugh to do this, which I thought was rather insensitive of her

look dont  I have enough on my plate right now with the compliant I have put in about the managers treatment of me (see previous journal entries),  the assault by my mother, losing of keyworker and doctor (she is on maternatiy leave) and now this I really dont know how much more of this I can take. this is all getting too much, I just so want a break right now from all of this, yet it just keeps getting worse.